Janet L. Scheri

Mom, I know Peter is up in Heaven with you. Saying good-bye to him yesterday was so difficult. He looked so good. He was headed on the right path. He struggled his entire life without you and Dad, please be gentle with him at first, I know you want to rattle him. Peter loved his family. Now Kathy and I have another Angel to watch over us. Love and miss you all every day. Love, Mini

Mom,
Just know not a day in the past eight years has gone by without me missing you and thinking about you. I always want to pick up the phone and call you. I miss my best friend. I know your in a better place, but just know you are missed. Love and miss you!
No red flowers.

Mom, its been seven years, the time goes by, but not a day goes by that I don't think about you, miss you and love you dearly. Keep watching over Us and enjoy your life in Heaven. Give hugs and kisses to everyone. I love you and miss you!!!

Mom, where has the time gone? Not a day goes by that I don't think about you and miss you. I can always hear you in the back of my head, making sure I do the right thing. Tomorrow will be tough, but I hope to go to the beach to see you and Dad. I love you and miss you so much! Hugs. Kisses.

Mom, not a day goes by that I don't miss you and think about you. I hope you enjoyed your trip to Italy! Where has the time gone. Give hugs and kisses to everyone in Heaven, love and miss you!

Peace of mind is a call away. We’re here when you need us most.

Mom, A whirlwind week at work and today was drama filled and quite fun! The company we were supposed to get ran out of time and did not visit our store. The only one and we spent all week preparing, ugh. I did have D&D delivered to me and some "eye opening" experiences. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A better day today. Stay positive. Thank you for the penny. Always makes my day. I got my new orange Gator sweatshirt and my Orange FitBit! Treating myself! Please keep everyone safe. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Life is about ups and downs. Seems like I have had more downs. I just need to take the positive. Warmer weather. No snow. I have too much fat on my body. Going to try a new routine. Been sneezing and nose running this afternoon. Ugh. NyQuil night. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Things have been kinda up and down lately, so I have been hibernating. This cold weather and snow don't help either. Trying to stay positive. Please keep everyone safe. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Frigid cold day today. It was zero. A productive day. Accomplished a lot at work. Made it to the gym. I even fell asleep in the recliner! Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Talk about freezing today, tomorrow will be worse. Single digits if not in the minus. Might try to go to the new D&D tomorrow. Might be a mistake...... I got my new book in the mail. I need to finish the one I am reading now! Relaxing and keeping warm. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very sad day yesterday, but I had a very nice evening and warm meal! I bet the whole family has been partying! Woo hoo. I had a glass of wine with dinner last night too. Celebration. A cold day today. Brr.,time to bring out the winter wear. Give me Guidance with my car. Give everyone a hug for me. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A bummer of a day. Kinda lonely and felt tired and a little sick to my stomach. Been having bad gas today. Look out. Give Tony extra hugs and kisses for me. Then tomorrow Marc. Peter is at it again. Why? I will never know the answers or what goes through his head.? Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A gorgeous weather day. I had some Dunkin Donuts and even a big fat nap! I washed and waxed my car and it just made me so sad and depressed about my car. All these little dimples and then I didn't even notice two large holes right near the windshield wipers. Ugh. Two sad days ahead. Please pray for everyone. Give everyone in Heaven a Hug for me. I could use one myself. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Must be the week from Hell. Glad inventory hell is over. Just too many things going on at once. Still waiting on the check for my car. A whole bunch of papers from the lawyer. I am glad the weather is supposed to be nice this weekend. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Very long day. I can hardly keep my eyes open. I hope tomorrow is better. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very long day, since I did not sleep well and felt nauseous all day. Early to work tomorrow. Pray for a good inventory. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Giants lost. Someone took my parking spot at work. Started the whole day off wrong. Someone found my bracelet and left it in the lounge. It made me so happy. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Seems like I didn't even have a day off. I did relax a bit and go to a movie. Enjoyed the time at did have to relax. Hopefully I don't have to scrub toilets tomorrow. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Peace of mind is a call away. We’re here when you need us most.

Mom, A busy day today and might go back to work tonight. So much to do and so little time. The weather was very nice today. Too bad I was inside most of the day. Chores done and hoping to have a good day tomorrow. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A boring day at work. Counting to be prepared for inventory is boring. My feet were cold all day for standing in one spot for so long. Working tomorrow. Ugh. One day off again this week. Good for extra money. I hope this car thing is settled. Now I need to decide what to do. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very good day today. The weather was nice. Work was semi-successful. Good workout at the gym. Awesome dinner. Still trying to figure out this phone. Slowly. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I sure did mess up my schedule today. I never checked it and I was supposed to come in early and not late. All worked out good. The lady in the pharmacy brought me Dunkin' Donuts. Made my day. Need to sleep. Trying to go in early tomorrow. So much work to do and so little energy. Please pray for everyone. Love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, The weather was cold yesterday, but in the store it was bone-chilling cold down to the core. The day went by very quickly. I will be glad when it is next week. I burned my wrist using the iron. Ouch. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A cold rainy day here yesterday. Jeans and sweatshirt weather. Made some caramel apples. Yummy. The Giants couldn't even score a point? Keep Kathy and my job as stress free as you can this week. Please pray for everyone. Love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very busy and tiring day at work. Looking forward to enjoying my one day off this week. Going to be crazy with inventory on the 22nd. One day at a time. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A late Friday night. Doing laundry because I have to work tomorrow so trying to get a jump on chores. Leaves are changing colors and falling to the ground. Please send some extra work hours to Kathy. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A crazy day. Felt really weird today. Sick, but not sick. Took it easy at home and caught up on some TV. Nice dinner. Rainy evening and even fell asleep in the chair. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Birthday! Where has the time gone? Just nothing has seemed to have gone right since you are gone. I miss my Best Friend. I still want to pick up the phone and call you with my problems.....then I remember and just look up. Enjoy your party in Heaven. You deserve it. Not a day goes by that you are not missed. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Just a bad day all around.....but it could be worse. I did get my new phone in the mail. Excited about that. Not sure what to do about my car. Ugh. Tomorrow will be a sad day. Maybe that is why today was so bad. Tomorrow is another day. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very good weekend. Both sports teams won. Yeah. Thank you. Went to Elitch Amusement Park this Saturday. I for nauseous. But survived. It was a great day all around. The haunted houses were Awesome! I truly enjoyed it. The next few weeks at work will be very busy getting ready for inventory. Give me strength. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, TGIF .Too anxious so I guess this phone will come tomorrow when I will not be here. Being punished. Next few weeks are going to be crazy at work with inventory coming. Need some extra hours. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very chilly day today and tonight will be cold. Crazy day at work. An associate threatened to kill the overnight Assistant. You can't mess with those things. Crazy world. Please keep everyone safe. Please pray for everyone. I love you And miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A cold day. But no hail. One of our associates passed out in the bathroom. She apparently has a condition....it is not the first time. Trying to find a case for my new phone. I didn't think it would be here so quickly. Excited. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Well my car looks like Swiss Cheese or very bad pitted acne skin. Called the claim in with my Insurance. I guess a first time for everything. Blows. Just hope for the best. My phone did come in. .....now I need a case. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very decent day until that crazy hail storm came this afternoon. Damaged my car. Not sure how bad. Doesn't matter. Any damage is bad and makes me very unhappy. Tired. Fell asleep earlier. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, What a busy weekend. I feel like I have not stopped. First week back and worked half a day today so I feel tired. I need to rest. Still have a little cough. It will be busy until inventory and then the holiday season. Please sell your house. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another busy day at work. Made it to the gym. Nice dinner and watching some tv. Feel a little bit better. Glad tomorrow is Friday. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Still sick. A very long day. Took some more NyQuil. Hope to feel better tomorrow. I did not go to the gym. Hopefully it will all be better.Anthony and Sam are back. Very tired. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Peace of mind is a call away. We’re here when you need us most.

Mom, Being sick and working is no fun. I had no motivation today at work. Going to try and go in early to get done some mods. I also have to pick Anthony and Sam up from the airport. Bob has been very good for me. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, No fun going back to work and not feeling well. My ears are hurting right now. I hate that. Ugh. Did a little cleaning up....paid some bills. Weather is changing. Brr . NyQuil night. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, An awesome vacation. An awesome weekend and my usual Sept. Sickness. Feel like crap . Medicated and going to bed...it is going to be a tough work week. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Sad day. My last night here. It was a very lovely dinner at David's. So much food. I was able to get Kage's blood sugar on the first try. Yeah. It is a lot of work. Tomorrow will be interesting....don't forget Bob. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, What a day. My brain is mentally exhausted. Three hours learning about how to take care of Kage. He is so much better then a few days ago. I will miss him. Holly too. Did some chores. I enjoy all that stuff. Relaxing right now. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, What a long stressful day. Just crawling into bed...I did get to see Kage. He looked so cute and sad at the same time. It was good to see Dee Dee. She is a wreck. Please watch over her. I spent the night with Joe. We ate Thai food and hung out. It was good to see him. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Poor Kage....he had a stroke and has diabetes. It is so not fair that dogs can not talk to tell you what is wrong with them. He is so innocent. I feel so bad for him. I hope he gets better. A lazy day today. I hope to sleep well. Phone is acting up. Time for a new one. This bullshit with your house has to stop. Just sell the darn thing. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A day I would like to hurry up and get over......Kage almost died today because he has diabetes. That was enough stress. Thank goodness for Fran and Jack. Fran's mom has a lump. Jack's friend might have cancer. Joe's brother is in the hospital. And all your mess with the house and your bills. I had two drinks. I should've had more. Very nice to see Dee Dee. I hope tomorrow is better. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Made it back safely. Kage is sick. Very tired. Off to WPB tomorrow. Give me strength. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Wow. I finally made it to a Gator game. It was awesome. Very loud. Very hot. Very humid. The game was a dud in the first half. It ended up going into three overtimes before we finally won!!!!!!! So exciting. Thank you Mom. It also did not rain! Such a thrill. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A gorgeous sunny day here in Gainesville. The pool and sun were awesome. Very quiet out here. So much Gator stuff. Tomorrow is the game. I am so excited. I hope for good weather. Some nice picture surprises today. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, What a very long day. Made it to Gainesville. I did treat myself to some Gator stuff. I deserve it. Looking forward to the game on Saturday. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Go Gators! Love, Mini

Mom, Well a hot crispy day in South Florida. I fell asleep in the pool. Felt good to warm my bones. So far so good. Excited about the game. Can't wait to sleep. I fell asleep in the pool. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very long nine days. Vacation is finally here. Looking forward to the Gator football game and some sleep. Also so warm weather. I had a super awesome send off. Thank you. Please keep those prayers headed to South Florida. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Almost all packed. Still awake. I can't seem to sleep. I saw a penny under a truck today....is that a tease. Thank you for all the happiness these last few weeks. I hope it is for real. Keep those prayers headed to South Florida. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, It is NFL Sunday. It is a shame I had to work. I needed a much needed nap today. I talked to Dee Dee. She is a mess. Please keep those prayers coming to South Florida. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Whew. A very busy day at work. Went in a little early and stayed late. I did empty a whole row of bins. I had a good team helping today. Finally feel like something was done. It was a funny morning too! Please keep those prayers headed to South Florida. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Friday....but it really is my Monday. A very busy day today. First weekend of football. I am sure it will be busy at work. Please keep the prayers headed to South Florida. I hope to have a nice vacation. Looking forward to some warm weather. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another busy day at work. But today was a day of surprises.....one at work. Very nice and MaryAnne tells me that Tim Tebow is supposed to be at the game on the 13th...yeah...Keep those prayers headed to South Florida. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A hot one today. After the gym the car said 118. It felt so good inside the car. I was cold in work all day. The next few days we have a slight cool down. So is all of this your doing? I have thought that....it does feel really good to just be wanted or desired.....taking it slow...not sure what to do. This vacation will be interesting. Thank you for the penny today. Please keep those extra prayers headed to South Florida. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another warm and sunny day....soon those will be gone and back to bundling up. All in all it was an ok day. I am sure it was very emotional at the funeral today. Keep those extra prayers headed to South Florida. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very busy holiday. Happy Labor Day! Where has all the time gone? Summer will be over soon. I like the warm weather. Yeah for the rent money. Please keep those prayers going to South Florida. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy 51st Wedding Anniversary to you and Dad! I am sure you are listening to your Oldies, drinking and dancing like the good ol'times. Keep those extra prayers headed to South Florida. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, So another glorious day....lots of excitement. I felt things I never felt before. It was a hot and steamy day. How are things in Heaven? Please keep those prayers headed to South Florida. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, So glad it is Friday. I had a headache all day long.....even skipped the gym to tskr a nap. I had an awesome morning at work. Thank you for the Guardian Angel penny. They always make me happy. Please keep all those extra prayers over South Florida. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, What was already a sad day became even sadder. George passed away today. I truly believe the operation was the cause. I am sure he had problems, but I believe he became worse from the hospital. Alan passed away on this same day. Please send many extra prayers to South Florida for awhile. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, After yesterday I got a nice surprise at work today. Very nice. Thank you. Crazy BS with Peter and the rent money. Please send super duper extra prayers to Florida....tomorrow is going to be tough and with what is going on.... Yeah for Kathy's contract....Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, What a doosey of a day. A triple whammy . The best thing was the pictures of Tyler on his first day of school. So cute. They are growing up so fast. What a day. Good aggravated workout at the gym. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A typical hectic workday for a Monday. Double work out day. Dee Dee called yo apologize after screaming at my yesterday. Jennifer went to beauty school instead of Tyler's meet the teacher conference. Send some extra prayers for George. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A sort of crazy and interesting two days. Not sure what to make of it...one day at a time. George is not doing well. Please keep an eye over him and his family. Dee Dee is all worked up. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another sad day. 18 years ago God took Marc because he needed a banker. I sm sure all finances have been straightened out. I sure do miss him. Give him a hug and kiss for me. I did not get much sleep so I have a blaring headache that will not go away. Early to bed. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, TGIF . It feels so good not to worry about getting up for work tomorrow. A relaxing feeling. It was a wet day today. Chilly for me. Successful workout at the gym and I caught up on some tv shows. Tomorrow is another sad day. Give Marc y poo a big hug and kiss for me. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another day. Another dollar. I found out that Congressman posted my picture on his FaceBook page. Ugh. They did not even ask me. Oh well. My 15 minutes of fame. Never heard from Peter. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Shook hands with a Congressman today. He was a very petite man. Are they all crooked? Double workout again today. I can feel the burning in the legs and hips. The trouble areas. Tomorrow is Peter's birthday. Will anyone come see the house????? Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another day almost complete. It figures.....I washed my car so it rained today. At least the inside is still clean. I felt tired at the gym today, but I slept really well. Another day tomorrow. How are things in Heaven? Very lonely here. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Whew, tired from my mini second workout. Maybe it will make me sleep really well. Busy day at work today. I do not feel like I accomplished anything, but another day in the books. Looking forward to relaxing. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another gorgeous sunny day. I decided to wash my car and semi clean the inside. I feel better about driving in it....it is clean. Groceries. D&D. Chores. Catching up on some mail......small pile. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Thank you for the Guardian Angel penny. I could sure use a lot of them, but I will not be greedy. I am estatic when I receive them. How are things in Heaven? What are your plans with your house? Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another day down the tubes. Charlie has been different this month. Upset stomach longer than usual. At least the depression was much better this time. Another sad anniversary around the corner. Actually a lot of them.......keep those extra special prayers coming. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A crazy busy day at work today. I know my body will feel it tomorrow. I guess it is old age setting in...Tragic suicide of Robin Williams.....I guess Money does not buy happiness. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Charlie came early. Strong pain too, but not all the demon thoughts. I will take that any day. Very nauseous all day long. Tomorrow should be a better day. Please pray for everyone and that tomorrow goes well. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another weekend down in the books. Same routine. Groceries. D&D. Cleaning. Cooking. Sunning. I guess I can not complain. Will there be rent money? Please pray for everyone and some extra prayers to Sonny. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Today is a sad day. I heard some news that an old friend whom was battling cancer has passed. Please pray for her husband and children and friends and family. Lazy day today. Laundry is done. Please let the demons that will be coming soon be gentle with me. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Seems like it was a very long week. Looking forward to two days off in a row. It makes a big difference. Very lonely and sad. Still waiting for that A ha moment. Hmmm. Is there truly such a thing? Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Seems like a long day. I did get some much needed sleep, but I kept dreaming I was chopping down a tree. Over and over. Relaxing now. A storm came through and it was very dark with some hail. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I am so tired from going into work early I think if I close my eyes that will be a Night. Had a lovely pork loin for dinner and fresh squash. Yummy. Real good food. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Tuesday. A very busy day at work and will be for the next few weeks. We will have some Big Congress person visiting our store. Maybe a few extra hours in the future. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Doesn't even seem like I had a day off. I guess the extra dollars in the pAycheck will be nice. Kathy now has Wi-fi. She is learning and enjoying. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I feel a little crispy today. The sun seemed extra hot today. A trip to D&D and a good movie. It was a good day. Also strawberry cupcakes with cream cheese icing. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Very busy workday. Running around like a crazy woman. The day flew by. I did some chores even after work. I did get a surprise D&D. Yummy. Please pray for everyone. I love you and mis you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, It will be a short weekend. Working Saturday. I often wonder on that day of 14 Feb. You asked the nurse to hold your hand so you wouldn't die alone. Did you not went your own kids to see you pass? Did you decide to give up? You were so young. I am so lost without you. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very tiring day today. I just fell asleep in the chair. I guess I watched too many shows last night. The weather is warming up and the sun finally came out after a few days. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A cold, blustery and rainy day today. Low 60's brrr. What is the temperature in Heaven? A perfect 75 all the time. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Thank you for The Guardian Angel penny today. I could really use a rainshower of them. What is my purpose? I am not even worth a phone call. Cooler temperatures tomorrow and rain. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another Monday here and gone. Some severe weather. Tornadoes around the country. It will cool off the weather and water the grass. How does it look from up above? Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another weekend almost over. Did some of the weekend chores. Kinda lazy. I did grocery shopping and a trip to Dunkin' Donuts. I did some cooking for the week. Please let Dee Dee's A/C get fixed. Keep Gayle safe working overnight. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A hot, stormy and lazy day today. I did have some Dunkin' Donuts so all in all it was a decent day. I did clean my bathroom and do some laundry. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, TGIF. Another week done. It has been a tiring day. I guess some wicked storms came through today. We are in for a cool off this next week. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another hot day. Actually feels good. Decent day at work. Good workout at the gym and Yummy leftovers. Simple. Sad. Lonely. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Hard to believe 23 years has gone by since Dad has passed. I know you are happy to be with him, but the pain is still so fresh....I hope you two have found each other again and watch over Us. Say Hi to everyone in Heaven for me. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, It is hard to believe tomorrow will be 23 years Dad has been in Heaven. Telling you he passed was one of the hardest things I ever had to do in my life. I remember the day like it was yesterday. I remember driving to NJ in the Citation in the rain. So sad. So Much heartache. Please give Dad a hug hug and kiss for me. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Thank you for the Guardian Angel penny today. I really needed it. Crazy, busy Monday. Very tired. Ready to close my eyes. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very nice weather weekend. Lonely, but nice. I try to be a good person, but I always feel I pick the short stick. I truly wish one day I just would not wake up. Sleep peacefully forever. Sorry to depress you. I just don't feel loved by those I give all my love to. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A beautiful day. A little under the weather for some of it, but better now. How are things up in Heaven? Any insight? Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, TGIF! Charlie came early and it has been a miserable painful day. I hope to feel better in the morning. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A gorgeous weather day today. The hot weather is headed back tomorrow. My surprise made Kathy and Harvey very happy. I am glad. Depression is overwhelming. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I know my cycle is becoming because I am very depressed and I wish I was with you. I am so sad and lonely. Mostly dumb. I hope tomorrow is a better day. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Middle of the month. Some crazy weather around the country. Keep everyone safe. The days at work are busy. Makes time go by quickly. Keep my spirits up. Very sad and depressed. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Weekend is over. Money for two weeks in a row. Dee Dee is feeling better and George is waiting to see if he has surgery. I got a haircut and some sun this weekend. Also some Dunkin' Donuts. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I ate so Much for breakfast I wasn't hungry until dinner. Unusual. I went to a flea market today. It was really big. Nice. I did get a haircut. Semi-shorter then usual. Eyebrows too. Good for the summer. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, TGIF. I will be happy to have two days off in a row. No major plans. Just glad. I was hoping for a nice thunderstorm today, but it fizzled out. Harvey caught a fish. Unwinding and relaxing. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Busy day at work today. I survived the gym. Yeah. Tyler rode a bicycle without training wheels today! Yeah! Kathy and Harvey are very excited. Me too. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Middle of the week. Kathy and Harvey's wedding anniversary. I truly am glad you went to the wedding. It has to be one of her favorite memories. We all really miss you. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Thanks for the phone call. I truly needed it. Stomach a little iffy tonight. Glad I can sleep in....till about 7??? Let Anthony have a safe flight tomorrow. Will it be a D&D day? Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Sad day. I hope you did something special for Toby. Thank you for the two Guardian Angel pennies today. Please send some Extra prayers down........We even got rent money. Thank you for keeping Kathy and Harvey safe. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Wow. One day off makes me tired. No time to rest. One week of money paid. How will this month go? Cooked a lot on the grill today for the week. Going to br a hot one tomorrow. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A busy work week. It won't even feel like I had a day off. Did some chores and hope to have a nice day tomorrow. Weather is supposed to be nice. Hmmm. D&D tomorrow? Not sure. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Fourth of July! Say hello to all our family and friends. Please keep everyone safe. God Bless America. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Still two more work days to go and they will be busy ones with the holiday. Just another day. All alone. I can truly say it is depressing. Set off some fireworks and have a nice cookout in Heaven. Please keep NC safe. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very long day. Made it to the airport and back. Bob is having a harsh time adjusting. I feel bad for him. Maybe he will be better tomorrow. Very tired. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I spoke to Kathy. Usual family drama. Peter admitted to not being trustworthy with the money. He keeps spending it on his bad habits. Long day tomorrow. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another tough Monday. Very nice weather. It is weird not to sweat. Peter spent all the rent money. I blasted him over the phone. I do not know how you put up with him. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A long weekend of volunteering and no time to relax. Very tired and this is going to be a crazy holiday week. Also six days straight. I pray I get some good solid sleep. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Very long day volunteering. Tired. Did not get to relax. Up late doing laundry. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, An end to a stressful week. Very tired. Neck is sore. I did have a small stroke of good luck. I found twenty dollars. D&D on me tomorrow! Very tired. Slight headache. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another busy day. Very tired. Maybe I need to get use to the elevation....Hoping to see Transformers this weekend. I hope to enjoy. Weather is supposed to be nice. Keep everyone safe. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I have been so confused with what day it is, I am a few days ahead of myself. Rushing the week? Tired. Been working hard. No word from Peter. It just saddens me to No end how irresponsible he is....we were all raised the same. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, It is only Tuesday, but it feels like it should be later. Very busy at work. The day flies by with never enough time in the day. Please keep everyone safe. Kick Peter in the butt. Please pray for everyone. Job. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, What a horrible night last night. The roller coaster of emotions that I felt were horrible. I cried myself to sleep. I was so glad to get my cycle today so I do not feel that way tonight. Tough day today. Peter is an Ass. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you so Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Very depressed today. Charlie is coming and my emotions are always in over drive. Weekends go by so quickly. As a matter of fact, the days go by quickly too. Back to square one tomorrow! Please pray for everyone. Birthday Wishes. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Saturday. Send some Special Birthday wishes tomorrow!!! Busy day. Shopping. D&D. Chores. Washed and waxed my car. Doing some laundry now and watching some shows. Resting. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, My gland started acting up again. It is very weird how it just happens.....Took a long nap after work today. I guess I must have been tired. Sending extra prayers up to you. I hope it is a nice weekend. Time to unwind. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, The days have been flying by. It just seems like yesterday it was the New Year....now summer is about to begin and it will be here and gone. Some extra prayers sent up this week....Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another high intensity day. I am sure it is causing me wrinkles and more gray hair. Very tired. We just had a rain/hail storm. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A stressful day I would like to forget. I hate the feeling when all is going wrong. The weather has been awesome. Hot but no humidity. Love it. Survived the gym. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very busy day. It sure went by quickly. The weather has warmed up and it feels good on the bones. It was a tough workout at the gym, but I survived. Time to relax before another crazy day. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Father's Day Dad!!!!!!!! I hope Mom made you your favorite meal and drink. It has been so long since all of Us were together. I wonder what would have been ! Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very nice morning out on the deck today. Relaxing. Went to a Charity bowling event. Not too bad for not bowling in a long time. I did throw so gutter balls. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, TGIF . And I only worked two days but they were busy ones. Next week will be hair pulling too! Survived the gym. Yesterday's muscle group a little sore. AC is freezing up.....so it is melting in my room. I hope to sleep. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Whew, a busy day at work. Too much to try to do in one day. Next week will not be any better. The weather is warming up. I had a nice workout at the gym. I survived. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Very sad to leave Florida. Even though I have no true place to call my own, I feel like I am happiest there. I truly don't know. Back to work tomorrow. Ugh. I like vacation. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Mother Nature brought some wicked storms through today. Took a nap today. Went to the movies and had wings. Yummy. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, The Everglades were on fire today and this morning it was a bit smoky and some ash flying around. A nice breakfast with Jack and his friends. I did a little more yardwork today and you were following Me around to make sure I did a good job. I took a quick dip in the pool. I had some Chinese. Saw an okay movie. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, The exact time I placed my hand inside the pool a crack of thunder boomed so loud I am so surprised I did not fall into the pool. I spent a nice evening with Joe. My eyes are giving me trouble today. Let me see what tomorrow brings. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Trying to get the pool filter to work.....maybe do some swimming tomorrow??? Weather permitting. Please keep everyone safe on the ocean and on the roads. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I went to Deerfield Beach today and I truly felt your presence and Dad's. I did not want to get out of the water. It was a feeling I have missed for so long. Life is not the same. I have no purpose. My days are meaningless. I felt something today I haven't felt in a long time. Love and comfort. When that lady gave me that Minnie Mouse doll I knew I wasn't crazy. I felt both of you at the beach today. Thank you. I needed that. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, It was so Great to see you and the family fluttering around while I was doing yardwork today. It is amazing how much I enjoy it. Just like you did. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I did get to see Ben Hill Griffin Stadium...now only if a game was going on it would be perfect. How are things in Heaven. Spoke to Aunt Dottie on FB for a little. Kathy had fun with the kids at Dutch Wonderland. She hasn't said if we received any money this week. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, The next two days are going to be long. Driving to Gainesville in the middle of the night......literally. Please keep us safe. Vacation is going by very quickly. It was nice to see Dee Dee. She is going on a cruise. Keep everyone safe. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and Miss You So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, The days are going by so fast. Good days and bad days. I really do not know where I belong. I don't feel as thought my existence makes a difference either way. I don't feel loved, needed or wanted. Some of the worst feelings in my life. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A lazy day filled with some chores and a trip to Dunkin' Donuts. Kathy went to the race in Dover and they are the sponsor. She had some cool pictures with a coffee drink.....Peter might get the mower tomorrow. Weather has been good. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very long day today. MaryAnne graduated from high school. Over 700 kids graduating. Some very nice speeches. Please keep a watchful eye over everyone. Send some extra prayers. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I actually survived running for twenty minutes with no stopping. Wow. That was an accomplishment. Very busy day. I do not miss the hum drum of a Super Center. No way. Lots of rain today. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Survived the long trip. It has been a long day, but a day full of friends and good conversation. Also Dunkin' Donuts! Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A gorgeous warm day today. Finally done work. Yeah. Body is tired. Looking forward to rest. Please keep me safe tomorrow. Thank you for keeping Peter on the correct path with the money for the mortgage. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Did my body or my mind tell me it was tired. After work I took a nap. I felt I needed it. Happy Memorial Day! Did you BBQ up in Heaven? Your cooking was Always Yummy! Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Body is tired. Throat was Yucky feeling all day. Took some NyQuil and hope to get some good sleep. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Crazy busy and messed up day at work today. Glad it is over. Are you celebrating Tony and Karl's birthday today? Give everyone a hug for me. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, TGIF, too bad it is my Monday. Not too bad for the weather today. Thank you for the penny. Always makes me happy. Maybe it will make me rich one day. Ha ha. Kathy picked up the lawnmower for your house today. Will Peter keep paying? Will it be a Dunkin' Donuts weekend???? Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Survived another day. Felt very lethargic today. I did make it to the gym before the afternoon storms rolled in. Kathy is picking up the lawnmower tomorrow. How are things up in Heaven? I could use a penny. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another busy day at work. Also, another wild and crazy weather day here. Tornado touched down by the airport which is not very far from here. More wicked weather to come. Please keep us safe. I ordered a New lawnmower for your house. There went my bonus check. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another busy day at work from beginning to end. A very severe storm with hail and tornadoes came sweeping through the area. It could be that way the rest of the week. When the heart breaks it don't break even. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Very busy day today. Very warm weather too. My car said 100. The heat felt good. Nothing hurts more than loving someone and then don't love you back. I know why they call it heartbreak. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another gorgeous sun-filled day. Did some household chores. Sunbathed. Dunkin' Donuts. Washed my car. Relaxing day. Looking for a lawnmower. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very nice warm Saturday. I even went to Dunkin'Donuts. Always Yummy. My gland was swollen again. It hurt. Took some of your antibiotics. I don't know if it helped, but it is better. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A long tiring week. My body needs a rest. Long work week ahead after this weekend. Lots of tragedies. Please keep everyone safe. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Been a tough week. Severe allergies are not making it any easier. How did the showing of your house go? I can only pray. Took some NyQuil to help me sleep. I hope it was not a bad move. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Is it hump day already? Very busy days at work. Good thing. Almost half the year is over already. Very sad and lonely. Showing your house tomorrow. Sending good vibes? Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Seems like a long week. Looking forward to the weekend and warmer weather. Showing your house this week. What do you want done with it? I don't want to sell it, but it breaks my heart what Peter has done to it and what he hasn't done. Nothing. Give him some guidance. Happiness. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Finally stopped snowing. Very cold, but it will soon warm up. A stressful Monday. I hate that anxiety feeling. Please pray for the bird and his family. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Mother's Day! Cold, wet and snowy here. Worked some extra hours. A few extra dollars. I had a nice homecooked meal. Fresh ham....on the bone. It was very Yummy. Not too much fat. Lots of flavor. I hope you had a great day in Heaven. You deserve it!!!!!!! Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, It turned out to be a nice day today. Even a surprise D&D! That always makes me happy. Going to work tomorrow. I am really tired, but I could use the extra money just in case.....I had a scary experience today when I ate my leftovers. I guess I had a reaction. My head, inside my ears and my throat became very itchy. Then my gland swelled up as usual. A bit more tightness in the throat. Scared me. About my breathing. I know I should get it checked out. Weird because nothing happened when I ate it the first time. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Happy Early Mother's Day! You are the best. Love, Mini

Mom, TGIF. We might get one nice day out of this weekend. Chance of snow Sun and Monday. Hmmm D&D tomorrow. Glad to sleep in till 7. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Looking forward to TGIF! There might be one good weather day out of this weekend. Allergies are really making me miserable. Please send some extra extra prayers to those who are struggling.....please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Mother Nature is bringing back some cold and maybe wet weather. Is it allergies or the dog? Visit at work today went well. Very tired and sleepy. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A disasterous day at work today. We did have beautiful weather. Please watch over those of whom are having trouble with issues lately. Another day tomorrow. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, What a miserable start to my day. Charlie was in full force this morning. I was having a tough time. Feel better this evening. Very nice weather. I hope it does not change. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A gorgeous day. Wish it was longer. Spiderman movie was really bad. Will Peter give the money? I really hope so. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A busy day at work. I did do something special for myself.....I went to D&D. Little things that make me smile. Nice and warm. How long will it last? Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Working tomorrow and it is going to be a gorgeous weekend. Had a lovely homecooked dinner. Yummy. Too full. Maybe I will treat myself to D&D tomorrow. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, It seems like it has or is a long work week. Still two more days to go....ugh. At least the weather is due to warm up for a few days. Time to sunbathe a little. Please keep everyone safe and in your prayers. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another cold blustery day. By the end of the week we have a warm up. I can almost bet it is flooding in town. Lots of rain in the northeast. Please keep everyone safe. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very blustery day today. Dust was blowing everywhere. I am thankful it is not tornadoes. Send some Extra prayers to those who have been struck by disaster. Peter is Woe is Me. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I should've known since the beginning of the day. How did you ever put up with Peter for so long? You most definetly are the Queen of Stubbornness to put up with his crap for so many years. I need to relax. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Drama. Why can't you send some vibes to Peter? Or how about selling the house? I do not know how you put up with his childish immature antics for so many years. I am doing without for him. when will it stop? Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A absolute gorgeous day today. Took in many sun rays and pages of my New book. I did several chores today so I don't have much to do tomorrow since it is supposed to be rainy. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, TGIF . Looking forward to sleeping in and catching some sunshine tomorrow before the weather turns yucky. No peep from Peter. He is such a Coward. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I had my days all wrong. I thought Monday wad Earth Day. Oops. No money or word from Peter. I heard my first crack of thunder out here. I do love a storm. Kinda tired today. I hope to sleep well. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very anxiety prone day at work. I hate feeling that way. It is like constant chest pain. Gland has been swollen most of the day. What will tomorrow bring? No money from Peter of course! Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Earth Day. I am sure you are tired from celebrating Easter in Heaven. A very busy Monday. Gorgeous weather day. I hope this weather stay and no more S-stuff. No money from Peter. Do you have any strings to pull???? Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I am sure it is extra special celebrating Christ has Risen in Heaven. I bet it was beautiful. A gorgeous weather day today. I drank lots of water about 8 or 9 glasses. I might have passed a kidney stone yesterday. The pain was unreal. Now tonight my gland is swollen again. It was on Friday too. Resting now. I did get some sunburn. PleAse pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A good day turned scary. Tried to sleep in.....a joke. I did get my free BDay coffee and D&D with a free upsize. It tasted so good. A little sunshine. I was going to wash my car and I was sideswiped my severe pain. Stomach pain. Pain in my girly parts. Vomit. Cramps. Perfusely sweating. Passed out cold on the cold bathroom floor for two hours. Kathy thinks maybe a kidney stone. Now some bleeding and I just had my cycle about ten days ago. We will see what tomorrow brings. Happy Easter. I bet that is a huge celebrAtion in Heaven. Christ has Risen! Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Very glad it is Friday. Looking forward to sleeping in tomorrow. Finally went to get a haircut. It took forever, but it was needed. I hope the weather holds out for this weekend. How are things in Heaven? Lots of people up there. Keep an eye on everyone....Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A fairly decent day today. No wrong medications. No drowsiness. Plenty of sunshine and warmer temperatures. Please keep everyone safe and please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I forgot to take an allergy pill this morning and I was sneezing up a storm. The lady...Janet at work purchased pills and gave me two. It was like Benadryl and I was so sleepy all day. I am ready for bed now. I did make it to the gym. No word from Peter.....Please keep an eye over everyone....please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, It is always nice to see the sun. Even better when it is warm. Time to get into shape for bathing suits. No water out here. No word from Peter....pure coward. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A busy Monday. I fell asleep in the chair and missed the ending of my show. The sun came out and melted most of the snow. No word from Peter. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A cold blustery snowy day. It felt so good not to be cold. Maybe this is the last snow of the season? I hope you sent some vibes to the people looking at your house today. Send some electric shocks to Peter! Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I worked some OT today and went to Dunkin' Donuts. A good day. Will the rain and snow come tomorrow? Just rain will be nice. Will Peter get rent money? So many questions. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Weather has been great and work has been busy. It has been a good week until my gland is swollen again and it kinda hurts tonight. Going to bed. Working some OT this weekend. Going to need it because no one is giving any money for your house. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very busy at work today. So many new rules and paperwork fills my day. Have you spoken to Peter? Knock some sense into him? I just don't understand. Been lovely weather out here. I hope it does not snow this Sunday. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, In a lot of pain today from My Cycle and just heartbreak pain too. I try too hard. Peter is an asshole. Please send some extra prayers out for Joe and his family. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another busy day. No word from Peter. Is this what you had planned? Can you pull some strings? Sell your house or someone pay?????? Seems like certain people are upset with me. I don't know why. I did receive a a great compliment from my boss. Makes working joyous. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very busy Monday at work. It made the day go by so quickly. A decent workout at the gym too. Once again Peter has lied. I did not expect anything less. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Why do days off go so quickly? I saw Captain America today. It was good. We had some nice weather too. If only next weekend Will be nice too. Will Peter give any money? It is really getting old. I do not know how you put up with it for so long????? Jobs. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A fairly decent Saturday. I took in some fresh air and rays while military fighter jets and helicopters flew overhead. Awesome!!!!!! I took a walk to the Dollar Store and spoke to Madeline. We all remember the Great times in NJ. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another good workout at the gym. Time to get that bikini body.....ha ha.I found some Guardian Angel pennies today. Thank you. Looking forward to sleeping in. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, First day back to work. I was very pleased with my area. First day back at the gym, and it sure felt good to sweat. I know I indulged. All for good reasons. I wonder if this was the last snow? Hmmm. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I do feel very blessed today. Safe and back to work tomorrow. Ugh. A short week. Lots og Spring Cleaning to do. Give me the motivation! Please pay for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another beautiful day. I talked to Peter. I do not put much stock in what he says. Life is a party for him. Please let us have good luck with your house. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Thank you for the penny and the Birthday Wishes!!!! I had a great day. Thank you. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Please have Peter give the money for the mortgage tomorrow......and how about selling the house. Let morrow be a good day with No bad thoughts. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, It was a weird day today. I did not feel well most of the morning. Everything was kind of spinning....took it easy most of the day. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Please pray for the little baby in Heaven. And all the others. Relaxing and enjoying myself. Please keep everyone safe. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Glad to be on a mini vacation. I need it. I have been very depressed this month. I don't think turning 40 and being alone will make things better. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Looking forward to some days off and a mini vacation. Not looking forward to my birthday, but hope it goes by quickly. Please pray for everyone. Will Peter come through? Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Ankle kinda sore today and a lady at work was sick. I hope I do not get it. Please pray for Joe's brother Jeff. He is really sick. Also look over Tom. I know he needs some love. I did not hear from Peter. Would you please handle that situation from above??? Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Well tomorrow is the 24th. Will we receive any money for your mortgage. I know you have to be as Frustrated as hell. I do not know how you put up with his crap for so long. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, What a drama filled day today at work. Very tired and a pulsating headache. Trying to relax watching some tv. I hope the weather cooperates this weekend. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, What is the right thing to do? How can one's mind go from one thing to the next? Ugh. Why can't it be black and white? Please pray for everyone. Send Guidance. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another busy crazy day. It did go by very fast. Let tomorrow be a day full of Sunshine. Can you believe Kathleen is 50? Your oldest and baby soon to be 40. Alone and miserable. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Do I just scream and will I feel better? I don't think so. I need my own private island. No one seems to understand. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Having Internet problems. Very sleepy. I was out in the Sun and I did get a little burnt. A little color will be good. I just hope it does not hurt. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Kept busy most of the day. Did some reading. Trying to fight off these Demons. I hope it is just PMS. Let tomorrow be a nice weather day. Some good vibes. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Glad it is the end of the work week. I am tired. Tired of everything really. I hope the weather is nice this weekend. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Having computer problems along with life problems. It was a nice sunny day today, but more chances of snow coming. The nose bleeds have been consistent this week. No humidity. Today is six months. Please say some extra prayers for Karl and all his family. So many disturbing thoughts. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Are you trying to send a message with the six pennies today? I need them to ward off my demons and depression. Very bad lately. It was a much better day today weather wise. We been had a tornado siren go off in the distance yesterday. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, What I would not do to join you and Dad right now. My life is a mess from all angles. I have nothing left inside me to fight. I made a mistake. I don't know what to believe. Do feelings change on a dime if they were truly real? I don't have that in me. I say something and I mean it. I believe in people. I believe what I have been told. My feelings have never been like a light switch. I have been hurt numerous times, but I still love those people and always will. Love Sucks and I don't know if I believe in it anymore. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, If I could take back today I would. I am just so heartbroken and frustrated. Ugh. I hate my life. I don't even have a life. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A beautiful day out here. Thank you. I got sunburn on my face. I actually put shorts on. Lazy day. Relaxed. Broken heart. Please pray for everyone and those that are sick and not feeling well. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another horrible experience at the car dealership. Thank you for the penny. It helped a lot. The sun finally came out and should be a nice day tomorrow. Remember to set the clocks ahead. I pray for a good week ahead. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, What a crazy day. If it could go wrong it sure did. I took my energy to the gym today. Lots of slushy snow. Bringing my car again tomorrow. We will see how that goes. Tired. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Better day today. Very busy at work. More and more things to do. Kinda warm today. In the 60's that is a heatwave! I am looking forward to two days off in a row. Please send some extra prayers for new and old friends. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A struggling day in my head today. I hope to go to bed and not wake up, but I am sure it will be ok tomorrow. Happy Ash Wednesday. No meat. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another Super Busy day. I had a good workout at the gym too. Felt good. Relaxing and waiting to see how much snow falls tonight. On Thursday the weather is supposed to be nice. I hope so.....please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A crazy busy Monday. I almost feel as though I did not get anything done today. Much better weather. Please keep everyone safe on the East Coast. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very exhausting one day off. I hope I can work my other day off. I am behind on bills. A very tough month and I guess no special birthday for me. Very tired today. I do hope the weather will be better this week. It might help my mood. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Very cold and a little snow today. I feel as though my body is run down. I feel so tired. Maybe it is just depression??? Yankees won today!!! Thirty days till I am 40. Just the thought of spending it alone is really sad. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, It has been an exhausting week. I can not keep my eyes open. I pray for decent weather tomorrow....nothing too bad. I need some sun. My legs are so white. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very busy day today. It has been a very hectic week. It makes for interesting days. Please pray for everyone. Keep a watchful eye over everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A long stressful day and very tired. Thank you for the stroke of luck this morning. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another long day. I was yawning at the gym. It was bitterly cold today and some snow. I hope it is not too much. Please pray for everyone and keep an extra eye on those not feeling too well. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very long day today. I asked the store manager if there was any overtime so I can help pay your mortgage. Peter spent the money......again. Please keep extra prayers going for those that are sick and not feeling well. PleAse pray for everyone . Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I know I keep making the same mistakes over and over again, but I think I am a good person. I try to do what is right. I work hard and don't ask for much, but it is never enough. My biggest fear in life is I will die alone. I wished many times today to have it all just be over with. Why does it seem I can not have one shred of happiness? Please pray for everyone and send some extra prayers. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I must say a miserable experience at the car dealership. Only good thing is no money so far, but a part has been ordered for my steering column. Given me a headache. Kathy needs to talk to me. I hope it is not about money. Tags and car insurance due. Very expensive. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, TGIF . Please don't let tomorrow cost too much financially. I have already given enough emotionally and mentally. I do not know how much I have left. I did run three miles at the gym. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Nothing like getting what is left of your heart ripped out of your body. Hurt. Pain. Sorrow. Stupidity. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A pretty miserable day. I would guess from start to finish. I did have a decent workout at the gym. Weather is changing. Please keep an extra watchful eye over everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, How are things going? I wonder how life is up in Heaven? Do you watch from above? So many questions..??? Showing your House. Any help with that? Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, First thing this morning I found a penny. Thank you. I feel so alone. I don't know if I am worse here or in Florida??? Showing the house. Can you pull some strings???? One less headache. Please pray for everyone and keep them safe. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, My three days off are over.....I was the happiest I have been was when I was washing and waxing my car today. The sun felt so good on my face. I miss the warmth. PleAse pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Where do the days go? My three day weekend is just about over. I enjoy my days off. Started some chores today to relax tomorrow and cook.....please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, It is almost exactly two years since you have passed. At 6:50 pm est. I still can't believe it. I still want to pick up the phone and call you.....chat...ask for advice....your stern words of wisdom. I miss it all and my best friend. So lost without you. Things haven't changed much. Just getting older and alone. I am so happy when I find those Guardian Angel pennies :-) I am glad you are not suffering. It hurt to see you not enjoying life and not being able to do the things you loved. My selfishness.....I miss you. Please pray for everyone. Give hugs and kisses to everyone in Heaven. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A lot of tears flowing today. I can only imagine what tomorrow will bring. So sad and I don't want to believe it. Thank you for the nice weather out here. You are really giving Elkton a wallop of a winter! Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very slow day today. I did run non-stop on the treadmill for 35minutes. My legs felt like jelly and I felt pain in my ankle, but I continued. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, It is only Tuesday and I am dreading the end of the week, but looking forward to a warmer and longer weekend. Had the New cookie dough Oreo.....Yummy. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very busy Monday. A good workout at the gym. It was a cold day today, but ni snow. Please keep everyone safe. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A cold dreary day, but so far no snow. It seems like the days off seem to go so quickly. No football. Kinda weird. Did all my cooking and laundry. Resting and watching tv. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very long day for me. I stayed up way past my bedtime. Maybe I can sleep in....watched a New show on NetFlix, it is the life I have always dreamed of, but have never had. I still have hope. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Please wish Dad a Happy 70th Birthday for me and a big hug and kiss. The weather warmed up today, no more freezing! Please guide me and help me through these difficult times. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another bitterly cold day today. Brrrr. Warm front tomorrow! Tomorrow is Dad's birthday and then one more week. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Bitterly cold today. My water bottle froze in my car today. True arctic blast. I will take the cold over snow. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very frigid day today and even colder tomorrow. Brr. Please keep me safe. Just taking it one day at a time. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A Super Busy Monday. The day went by so quickly. A successful workout at the gym. An extreme cold front coming this work. I don't mind the cold, I don't want the snow. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A really bad Super Bowl so far. Can we have a little bit of a game? I did like all the Tebow commercial. Ty. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Started taking your antibiotics and the swelling in my gland went down and so did the pain. Thank you. Cold and snowy here. So who are you rooting for in the Super Bowl? Hmm. I think you would go for Seattle. I would like Denver to win it all. Glad to sleep in tomorrow. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Feel absolutely miserable. My gland is very swollen and hurts. I just feel bad. I am in bed and hope to feel better tomorrow. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another day, but now it is snowing and we might get a good amount this time. Wait and see what it looks like in the morning. Super Bowl is coming and it is being played in our home town. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Guess what day it is today? Hump day! There is a winter storm headed this way. I pray we don't get too much snow the next few days. I have A really bad headache, took some medicine. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, How are things up in Heaven. Soon it will be Dad's birthday. Will you have a big party? I sure do wish we could turn back the clock....1985.....I guess everything happens for a reason. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, It will almost be two years and I still don't want to believe it is true. So many times I want to pick up the phone and call you and ask for advice or just to talk. I miss my best friend. I keep praying. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very long painful day. I did not feel well because of Charlie and being sick just added to make it worse. I did as much relaxing as one person can do. Please pray for everyone. Not too much snow......jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Took a little walk today to buy an iced coffee and get some fresh air. That was the highlight of my day. Trying to relax and get rid of this cold. Chance of snow again on Monday. If the sun comes out it does not last long. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, TGIF . I AM glad for two days off to rest and hopefully feel better. Weather is supposed to be very nice this weekend. Maybe some sun will make me feel better? Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I guess I never learn I will not be the one that is chosen. I am destined to be alone the rest of my life. Still feel sick. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Still very sick. Froggy voice today. Did not feel well enough to go to the gym. Chance of snow tonight. It is a NyQuil night. I hope to sleep and feel better in the morning. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Still feeling sick. I still made it to the gym, but I took it easy as to not overdo it. Soup for dinner. Possible snow tomorrow. I found two Guardian Angel Pennies today. Thank you. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A decent Monday. Not feeling too well and going to the gym almost did me in. I felt as though I was 100. Keep everyone safe in the upcoming storm in the NE. Pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I have felt yucky all day today. It was a gorgeous day. I wish I felt better, I would've spent more time outside. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. Stocks. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Sorry I missed yesterday. Slight headache and heartache. Just ugh. Why are the simple things so difficult to achieve? I am sorry I did not write yesterday. I feel so bad. Please pray for everyone keep an eye on those who are sick...jobs. Pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much!

Mom, A long chilly day. Very tired. Lots of things going on...please pray for those sick and in hospitals....pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Hump Day. Cold front in the East. Warm up in the middle. Going to attempt to make those Oreo cookie balls......Certain people are not feeling well. Please make sure you pull some extra Guardian Angel duties...Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, What are you supposed to do in life? Money truly means nothing. When you don't have it, you get used to not having it. I just pray for health and happiness. I guess it is one or the other. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, How are things today? Been a busy day today. I almost feel as though I spun in circles all day long. Otherwise a good day. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Go Bronco's!!!! Lets go all the way! Do you have big Super Bowl parties in Heaven! Do you already know the winner? A gorgeous day today. I even had Dunkin'Donuts. It was Heaven! Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Do you follow your heart? Or your brain? Is the brain affected by your heart? So far a decent day. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Tummy feels a little bit better today. The wind was blowing pretty fierce today. I had another lazy day. I was hoping for a better 2014......still praying.....Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Tummy a little upset from the soup? Fell asleep in the chair. Very tired. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Hump Day! At least most of the week is over. Busy day At work. Kind of a non eventful day which is good. Good workout. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I guess I am never meant to be happy or truly loved by someone who wants to be with me. Doesn't leave me or chooses me. I truly and honestly feel as though I have nothing but pain and heartache for almost 40 years. I try to be a good person. I fail at everything. PleAse pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Why do some people make you feel so Bad about yourself? As if I am not down enough...how much lower can I go? Very busy day today. Good workout at the gym. It was pretty chilly today. Glad I had on my layers. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A snowy day today. I did not venture out on the roads. I finished my chores, well most of them....I will always have a list. Please keep everyone safe and pray for Us all and a happy New year. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very snowy day today. Made it to work and back safely. Ty. Will your NO Saints win? I know you are watching! Please keep everyone safe. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Seems like this week took forever....and I have to work tomorrow. What will the weather bring? Snow. I hope not too much. A better day today. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I guess all I can keep doing is praying. Praying and praying. How are things up in Heaven? I am hoping for a better 2014. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Well 2014 started off horribly. No call. No text. No nothing. It really hurts to not be missed. I wonder what is wrong with me. Am I thinking to much? How long does it take to type a few letters? I am not even worth that little amount of effort. Breaks my broken heart even Further. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy New Year! Do I wake up tomorrow and feel any different? I hope this is a better year for all. All I truly any is to be happy. Simple. I know. It is in my hands. Please pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Busy day at work today. It was a nice feeling. Most of the snow is melted. Worked out at the gym. Tomorrow is New Year's Eve. All alone. Glad when it is over. Feeling very"blue" all og s sudden. Charlie is next week I believe. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Thank you for the Giants win. Another relaxing day. I did make it to the gym. Drove in the snow. Not too bad. It will be gone once the weather warms up? How is the weather up in Heaven? Do you still have to wear the oxygen and the bag? Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Today was a lazy day. I did gather up enough motivation to go to the gym. Doing some laundry now and resting. How are things up in Heaven? Let everyone know I miss them. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Very tired tonight. I received some interesting news today. I am not really sure how to process it??????? More confused than ever! Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Glad the holidays are over. Very depressing when you are alone. Just another day and you are glad when it is over. Very tired from working early. Iy felt good to go to the gym. Pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Merry Christmas! Happy Birthday Jesus! Give him a persona hug for me. I pray for happiness in 2014. I opened a lot of nice gifts. The one thing I truly want is to wake up next to someone I love and they love me every morning. One day. Pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Merry Christmas Eve. Tomorrow will be sad to be all alone. I will try to remember the True meaning of Christmas and know that my family here and on Heaven loves me. Pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Tomorrow is Christmas Eve. It really doesn't mean anything when you are alone. It is kind of just another day. No family. No kids. It will be sad. For the last eight years I have spent it alone, so this year will be no different. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A super busy day today. Chores. Baking. Cooking. Cleaning. I need another day off! I tried to make your creamcheese pastries. They do not look pretty, but they taste the same. Yummy. Now I want cookies. PleAse pray for everyone. Let 2014 be a good year. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very long day. I did get a nice work out at the gym. I looked out The window and it snowed. Please pray for everyone and heal US all. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A few days before Christmas. Doesn't really feel that way, but it is cold, so it does feel like winter. How are things up in Heaven? Make sure you let everyone know I love and miss them. Kathy sent me a pictures of the kids and they are so cute. Miss them. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Hard to believe Christmas is in few days. Nothing really matters when you are alone. Just another day. My little pity party. Keep everyone healthy. Pray for US all. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Please pray for Gayle. She has something going on with her head. Pain bad enough for her to go to the hospital. Keep an extra watch over all my friends and family. Keep US safe. Please. I hope dorm 2014 to be a better year. Just a happy year would be nice. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I guess I did not win the lottery. I did get nervous with the two numbers, 8 & 14.....A wasted day today. I hope to get my car clean. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A fast moving Monday. I hope nothing is broken in my box. Dreading my late shift tomorrow. It just gives me anxiety. It messes up my routine. So I hear the sump pump went. Really? Please send some good vibes....sell the house. Can 2014 please be better. Pray for Sally and everyone else...jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very busy day today which is good. Keeps me from crying and being really depressed. I did see the Hobbit. Good movie. Tomorrow is work. Keeps me busy and the gym. Please pray for everyone....especially Sally...Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, What do you do when someone tells you they don't want to hear from you? It hurts so much. It rips me apart. So needless to say it has been a depressing day. I wish I could sleep it all away. I tried to have a drink but it hurt my stomach. Please pray for everyone. Please keep up your Guardian Angel duties. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A good day turned horrible. Will I have the winning lottery numbers? Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, No low lows. No high highs today. Just a normal day. Which is good. Please give some extra special care to Sally. She is such a genuine lady. Thank you. I hope to have a decent weekend. Nothing planned, but good days would be nice. Pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, How are things up in Heaven? Things are ho hum here. I had a very emotional day yesterday. PMS and the whole credit card thing really got to me. I tried to work it out at the gym, but it didn't work. Please pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A miserable day today. Someone charged on my Discover card. Stopped up the toilet. I got my monthly cycle too. Ugh. Ugh. Ugh. Please pray for everyone. Find those missing keys. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Wow, the feeling of loneliness is overwhelming tonight. I know it is pre-pms and it stinks. I hope for a good day tomorrow. Please pray for everyone and keep them safe. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very busy chore day. I actually made a list because I had so many things to do! I checked off a bunch!!!! PLease keep everyone safe. Elkton finally received some snow! Keep us all safe and pray for all my family and friends. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Please keep an extra watchful eye over Elkton the next few day. Please give Jen and Bill the strength they need to overcome this peacefully. Pray for Kathy and Harvey too. Life sucks. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, One more day to work. It was bitter cold today. Brrrr. Lots of chores to do on Sunday. I need to make a list. I hope to get it all done. Pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another crazy day. So mad at the credit card. It was denied. I guess an Ipad is not in my future...ever. Still very cold until next week. Pray for everyone. Pull some extra Guardian Angel duties. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A cold snowy day today. I wore some thermals and I felt good. It did not feel as cold as single digits. It is going to be a tough holiday. I have been alone on Christmas for years, but this one will be really hard. More alone then before. Pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Going to be a cold snowy night. I busted out the Mink blanket. Is it wrong or right to ask people for help? I feel it makes you feel bad, or at least me. Please keep everyone safe. How about a job for Christmas? I love you and miss you So much! Love, Mini

Mom, Each meal I have eaten today my right gland has swollen. Kinda big too! Hurts a little. It is going to get REAL cold here on Wed. Does it get cold in Heaven? Or is it shorts all year long? Please keep everyone safe and in your prayers. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A nice long three day weekend. Back to the schedule and grind of the work week. Supposed to get cold this week. Keep us all safe. Pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Enjoying a nice relaxing weekend in the mountains. Very pretty up here. Went window shopping in Georgetown. Small pretty town. No stop light. Quaint. Please watch over everyone. Give us all the strength to go another day. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Not much service here in the mountains. Very pretty. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Thanksgiving. Getting ready to have some real stuffing. Yummy. I can't wait. How was it in Heaven? I bet you can eat and eat and never be stuffed. That must be nice. Do you still have your bag in Heaven? Please keep everyone safe. Jobs. Love you and Miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy early Thanksgiving! Pray for the Turkey. Happy Hanukkah too! Please bless everyone and have no one to be alone tomorrow. It is a horrible feeling to eat alone and be alone. Have all the sales run smoothly with no danger. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Rudolph is on. I guess I can connect with the Misfit Toys. I just want to be happy and have someone love me and want to be with me as much As I want to be with them and do everything to make it possible. Really makes me wonder what is wrong with me. All I do is try. Enough whining. I miss your advice. Please bless everyone. Keep them safe. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Monday. The next few days will be crazy at work, but nothing like years past. Please bless everyone and I wish no one to be without loved ones on this Thursday. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A good start to my day by going to the gym. Did some laundry. More to do and a few chores. The only good thing is it is a short week of work. Yeah. Pray for everyone. The Giants to win. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A busy day today. Not used working on a Sat....three day weekend next week. How are things in Heaven? Things are just day to day....one day at a time. I hope you know what you are doing. Jobs. Please fix the plumbing problem. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Some of the snow melted on the streets today. I guess I can drive tomorrow! My car will get dirty and yucky . How are things up in Heaven? Very lonely out here. Pray for everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, It snowed today. Very pretty. It was cold, but I guess it didn't feel as bad as it could. I was inside most of the day with layers of clothing. I did not drive. My tires are no good for snow. Pray for everyone. Thank you for the penny. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Muscles are very sore. I walked funny all day and feel like an old lady all hunched over after sitting. What a great feeling! Chance of snow tomorrow. I left my jacket at work. Duh!Jobs. Pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, The muscles show signs of weakness tonight. We will see if I can get out of bed tomorrow. Please pray for everyone. I just wish my love would be enough for people to want to be with me, or stay with me. Makes me feel ad though I will be alone forever. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, First day back to the gym. It felt good. I am sure I will be sore tomorrow. We will see. It is supposed to be some cold weather later in the week. Why can't people get a job? Really??? I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, We drove around downtown and grabbed a bite to eat. I like downtown areas. I guess it is from being a "city girl". We went to the Dunkin Donuts that is down town. Yummy . Back to work tomorrow. Pray for us all. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very sad, depressed day. I am hoping it is just PMS . I spent a lot of time on the phone and computer today. I did apply for a job. I need to do something. Please keep a Guardian Angel watch over everyone. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, TGIF. Glad the week is over. I did not feel well at all today thanks to Mother Nature. Yucky. I hope to sleep in a little.....maybe 8. Please keep working overtime on your Guardian Angel duties. Watch over us all. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, One more day.....then finally off the weekend. Yeah! I still want yo call you or tell you what is going on...as if you don't know....it was sad to order candy from Wockenfuss and not get your truffles. Very sad. Chance of snow on Saturday night. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another sad day for our family. Make sure everyone knows how much I love and miss them. Friends too. Not much going on but work, eat, sleep and watch some tv. One day at a time. I hope to reach that Fork.....jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I had the late shift today and it was horrible. I was up early and had to sit around and wait to come in. No time to rest and a very unproductive day. How are you doing in Heaven? So many family and friends up there. Say hello. Please keep up your Guardian Angel duties. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Veteran's Day! One mistake I really and truly regret is leaving the USAF . I will be 40 and have Nothing to show for it. Boo hoo. I know I am in control of my own life, but it truly sucks to always be disappointed. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, It felt so good to have two days off in a row. Very relaxing. Much needed. Did most of my chores...laundry...cooking and needing bandaids for my fingers! That chopper is sharp. Relaxing and watching football. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very sad and lonely day. I did go for a nice walk. It took Me about one hour. I am glad the sun was out. It was nice. I had a headache this morning. Took a nap after I woke up. I made some Ginger tea. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Work was busy. Horrible voicemail. Sad. Upset. Heartbroken. Lost. Crying. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very busy day two. It might be rockin' in this new store. One day at a time. I hope you are looking after everyone I love and miss. No more sad news or sad things happening. Good times. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Today was the Grand Opening of the new store. It was extremely busier than I ever expected. One day at a time. How are you? Help me and everyone through this difficult time. I hope I am missed and loved enough to not spend my life alone. Very homesick. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Well, we did not get any snow. I guess in a way I am glad. No mess. No extra work. How are things up in Heaven? Just taking it one day at a time here. Very homesick and lonely. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A busy chilly day today. Tomorrow colder and a chance of snow. I need more layers tomorrow. I was in the freezer today and I hope I do not get sick from being in there. I did have coats and pants on. My hands and feet were cold. Keep everyone I know in your prayers and others. Thank you foe the two pennies I found yesterday! Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, One day off is not enough. It was a busy day. I did clean up some and vacuumed my car. Please send some love to your plants. Watch over all travelers. Let the weather be bearable the next few days. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A long week. Looking forward to sleeping in and not having to work!!!!!!! Tomorrow is Anthony's birthday. Watch over all travelers. Let it be a good day all around. Maybe life will settle down? Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Some long days at work. Doesn't matter, I don't have much to do. I need the money. How is everyone up there? Too many family and friends up there. I miss everyone. Pray for us all. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Early Birthday! I hope you are not still smoking up in Heaven. Today was a long day at work. Made it there and back with no wrong turns. Please continue to keep a watchful Guardian Angel eye over the O'Neill family. They are going through a lot. Please send some jobs to Peter and Mark!!!! I am taking it one day at a time. I am very lonely. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Wishing you a very Happy Birthday Mom! Hope you enjoy your surprise--Love and miss you very much... <3

Mom, Please give me the strength mentally, emotionally and physically to do what I can to help. It is going to be a struggle. Pray for us all and Guide the way. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom...not a day goes by that you're not in my thoughts...so many things have changed (some for the better, some not so much) I still hear you talking to me giving me your "words of wisdom" I made you promises, in fact some I wish I had not kept because I lost time with you that I will never get back...Thank you for sharing the special times, talks & laughs with me....I wish that I could've gotten you to Florida like you wanted but, in the end you got what you truly wanted (thank you for sharing everything that you did with me) "Stop looking backwards" you used to always say--"if it's meant to be nothing will stop you from finding your way back" You know my heart, you also know how many times it has been shattered into a thousand pieces...Thank you for always making sure to whisper "it's going to be ok, you're going to be ok" in my ear... As your birthday quickly approaches, I can't help but be reminded of the hole in the universe without you here...and I send special thoughts and love to you... Watch out for your kids, wow would you be fussing (like the good old days) and giving some swift kicks in the a** where they are needed... Taking a step back to take a step forward and I know that I will come out better on the other side for it...it seems that you were right all along, although I had truly hoped that you wouldn't be...like you used to say "sometimes you gotta know when to say when!" Bella says "woof"--we send love and hugs to you...miss you more than words could express (but, I know you already know that) ;-)

Mom, A tough road ahead. Please give us all the strength to make it through. Let us all be safe and smart. Give me the strength to handle the challenges ahead. Have we given any jobs to Peter or Mark yet? There has to be something...Pray for us all and please put in some overtime Guardian Angel hours. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another long day. I did accomplish a lot. I unpacked a lot of boxes. I also washed my car. It was so filthy. Please watch over Gayle and her family as they drive back to Florida. They have a huge struggle ahead of them. Please give them the guidance they need. Please watch over Us all and bring some good. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very long week. Very long. Very tired. Please give Gayle the strength she needs and her family to make it through this difficult time. Let them know God is watching over them. Please let some good happen, even if it is just a little. Isn't it about time? Please give Peter and Mark a job, which they keep. Sell your house. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Please give extra guidance to Gayle and her family. Spread God's love and provide some help. Give us all the strength to continue and do what is right. Pray for us all. JOBS. Happines. Love, Mini

Mom, A very emotional day today. I know Karl is in Heaven. I do not know why. Please help him deal his pain. Let him know he is missed greatly and we are lost without him and have so many questions. I got my ER bill. Ouch. That hurts more than my ankle. Jobs for Peter and Mark. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very long day at work. Very long. Tomorrow is the funeral. Please give everyone the strength to get through this difficult time. It is going to be life altering. Please watch over them. Jobs for Peter and Mark. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, My First day of work in Colorado. It went by quickly. My ankle is pretty sore and I am very tired. Please let the drive to NY be safe. Watch over everyone as the next few days will be beyond difficult. Pray for everyone and extra guidance. Jobs for Peter and Mark. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I don't really understand life sometimes. So much bad happens to good people. What is the reasoning? I guess some questions we will never know the answers to. I keep praying for Gayle and her family. Their whole world has been turned upside down. Please keep us all in your prayers and in your Guardian Angel duties. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, We had some crazy weather come through the area today. So much hail it looked like it had snowed. Mom, Karl is now up in Heaven with you, Toby and everyone else. Keep an eye on him. He is a good kid. He was obviously troubled but showed no signs. Please give Gayle and her family strength to get through this situation. I am so lost for words. Too much bad and sadness for one person. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, On the final leg of my journey to Colorado. I know you are looking over Us. What message are you trying to send with all the floods? Please pray for everyone. Make sure Gayle understands I had to leave for my own mental stability. Pray for us all. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, As usual nothing can go smoothly. Packing the truck took forever. Jack and Joe had words that caused chaos. I left this morning and no one was awake. I sent a text in hopes to wake them up. No avail. I waited. I left. Truck check engine light come on. Please get us there safely. I pray this was the right decision. It feels so wrong. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I had a lovely day at work today. Very busy. We had a nice lunch and I got nice cards and gifts. Lots of heart felt good byes and well wishes. Is it for real. I just want happiness. Pray for my Ankle and for everyone. Jobs in MD. FATY . I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Two Motrin knocked me out. Very tired. Pray for my ankle to heal. Pray for the Giants to win tonight. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Starting to have doubt. I guess that is normal. I did a little more packing, a little. I rested the rest of the day. Trying to stay off the ankle. Anyone get a job yet? In MD? Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I am glad the work week is over, but I am getting nervous. Very nervous. My ankle is very sore and swollen. I pray it heals. Quickly. Has anyone in MD gotten a job yet? Please. Pray for all of Us. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I guess happiness is not meant to be part of my life. What have I done so terribly wrong to endure so much heartache? I know people are worse off than me, but I just don't get it. Pray for everyone and Me. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another tough day on the ankle. Send some extra vibes to have it heal quickly. Maybe Peter Will get a job this year. I can feel the tensions in the house. Please make this move as smooth as possible. I hope it is the correct choice. Job. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Feeling very down. I guess I feel as though my existence really doesn't matter. No one will move Heaven and Earth for Me, yet I would do it for others. Am I so dumb? Is that why I always end up alone? I do try. Jobs for Maryland folks. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another day off today. I am not going to want to go to work tomorrow. It will be tough to get up tomorrow. I haven't heard any news from MD. Any one there get a job?????? Pray for everyone and me. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Are you sure you are not trying to hurt me? Today I sliced by Burt with the razor. It hurts more than my ankle. My ankle is a pretty purplish Colorado. My favorite. Hmmm. What will happen this week? Nothing I hope. Except jobs. Everyone but the people who NEED them. Hint. Pray for everyone. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Still till this day I can not believe you are gone. Happy Anniversary to you and Dad. I am sure you have been traveling all over the world. I guess Dad is no longer afraid to travel. You have to wonder, what if? Ankle is healing. I really thought I broke it. It hurt. Peter hasn't heard about any jobs yet . What are you waiting for? A nervous breakdown from me???? Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another long day. It sure does make a difference when you have a job? I don't know how Peter and Mark sit home all day long. The swelling has gone down on the ankle and now some bruising. Time is going by way to fast. I hope you are keeping a watchful eye over me. Pray for everyone. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Talk about a long boring Wednesday. I decided to stay home to let my ankle rest and I was so bored I was climbing the walls and could not sleep. I wanted to do so much. Funny how when you are busy you want to do nothing and vice versa. Ugh. I hope you will be sending some Jobs to the BOYS in Maryland. Something, anything. Why should I suffere and they are living the High Life? Say hello to Alan for me, make sure they are watching over Gayle. Happiness. Quick Healer. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, As if I did not have an anxiety attack yesterday over money today I hurt my ankle and had to go to the ER. That Will be more expenses. Please help. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, The stress has settled in, I think my head is going to explode. I want to go to bed and just sleep tonight. I have a headache. I hope you are willing to pull extra, extra Guardian Angel hours. I will be praying for lots of overtime. Please make some jobs happen or someone to buy your house. Pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another weekend gone before my eyes. They sure do go rather quickly. I think as the days wind down it will become more tense in the house. It started today. I hope you send some jobs or house buyers to MD so I can relax and be able to eat. Pray for everyone. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A full day. I took a nice long walk for exercise. My back was so sore afterward. Helped clean the pool and weed whacked. I also helped clean out Toby's place. It was very sad. Not so long ago I helped her clear out her husbands stuff. Everyone taken too early. I miss everyone. I really do. Pray for everyone. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another sad day in our family. Half of us are here and the other half in Heaven. I sure do miss everyone. Another work week finished. The time is going by very quickly. I really do hate to pack. I am sure I will hate unpacking even more. Have you given Peter a job yet for his birthday? Pray for everyone. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another Hump day. I had such stomach pain at the gym today I actually left early. I was hurting. Today is Peter's birthday. I hope you are sending him a new job. Please. Someone working or buying your house. Please keep those Guardian Angel duties up!!!!! Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I had a nice crying episode tonight when I was packing some of your stuff. I really miss you. Your advice too! It was an early day today. Very tired. I need to relax. Tomorrow is Peter's birthday. Still no job. Give him a job for his birthday. Then another sad day for our family. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another busy start of the work week. Glad it is over. I have an early day tomorrow. It will be hard to get up tomorrow. The first day is the hardest. No news in MD. No one is working. I did some packing this weekend. Ugh. Pray for everyone. Even me. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I did some packing today. It was very emotional. It would have been a nice day to be outside or go in the pool. I haven't heard any news from MD. So I guess no change. I hope someone gets a job here real soon. Pray for everyone. Extra Guardian Angel hours for me. Give me the strength.Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much!

Mom, Spent most of the day out and about. I did not get any packing done. Procrstinating . Tomorrow. Lots to do. I need to make a list. Give me the strength and courage I need. Jobs. Happiness and more happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, The days are going by too fast. I am so sad, nervous and excited at the same time. Let this weekend be a good one. Please let this be the right thing. Pray for everyone. Send jobs to Maryland. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, So many things happening at the same time. Sort of overwhelming. I feel good, bad and nervous! Please let everything work out. Just Happiness. Pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Just sitting here dwelling. Wondering why no one wants to commit to me? Why am I alone? I guess I am just feeling sorry for myself. It Will pass. Give me the strength to do what is right. I hope it is right. Pray for everyone. Extra hours for Guardian Angel duties. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another day done. A busy day. I need to get my head in order and start doing what I need to do. Kathy says the people looking at your house say the rooms are too small. Hmmm. Knock down some walls. No one has a job yet. Please put in some extra Guardian Angel hours for me. Say hello to everyone for me. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Where do the weekends go? I feel as though they go by so quickly. Now they are numbered. I have so Much to do and No motivation to do any of it. What is the right thing to do? Any one getting a job in Elkton any time soon? Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A chore filled day. I am so tired. Mentally and physically. The weather was gorgeous today. I was outside most of the day. Washed and waxed my car. Worked out hard at the gym. Watching the Giants now. Hope they win, they are wearing their white uniforms....ugh. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Glad the weekend is here. A lot to do and a lot to think about. I hope the weather cooperates. Will I see you fluttering around in the yard? I don't like change. Are you sending any jobs to Elkton? How about someone to buy your house? Pray for all of Us! Guide Me correctly! Happiness! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Seems like all days have highs and lows. I just seem to be happy and excited and then questioning myself. Am I doing the right thing? I hope you are enjoying life up in Heaven. It sucks down here! Pray for everyone. Say hello to everyone for me. Jobs. Happiness. Selling your house. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very busy day today. I couldn't wait for the work day to be over. I had a nice workout at the gym. Toby has been in Heaven one month. Tell her we miss he and I hope she has adjusted. I am sure than Us down here. Anyone going to get a job? Hmm. Seems unlikely. Pray foe everyone. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, It is like sheer torture. The last two days have been great and awful at the same time. I am not learning anything but confusion. I need strength. I wish I felt it in my heart, gut and mind that this is the right thing to do. Or am I running? Ugh. Too much thinking. Charlie came today and that did not help. Pray for Us all. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Did I make the correct decision? Why so I feel so torn? Please make the pain go away. I am so alone. So hurt. So sad. Give me the strength. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Is it Doomsday or is it a new beginning? Only time will tell. I had a nice quiet weekend. Most my weekends are quiet and lonely. Kind of used to it now. Enjoy the Silence? Any good news on selling your house? Or jobs for Peter and Mark? Pray for the quintet. Overtime hours for Guardian Angel duties. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Prayed for Answers and happiness at church and for everyone in Heaven. Sure are a lot of you up there. I miss all of you. I can hear you in the back of my head. Let Sunday go well. Maybe things will turn around? Selling your house would be a good start. Keep a watchful eye on Dee Dee. Jobs. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, TGIF . I hope you are going to hit me over the head with what I should do. Ugh. How is Toby doing? Hopefully you have showed her around and made her feel comfortable. Are we going to sell your house? Anyone going to get a job ? Pray for the quintet . Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I found three Guardian Angel pennies today. It feels good to know you are there, but everything is such a mess. I hate it. I really want to crawl into a ball and never come out. Hopefully the house will sell. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I have never been so stripped down and tore apart that I don't want to go on. Do you believe someone who says hurtful things to you over and over? I have never been accused of such things. My life has fallen apart. Why is this happening to me? I just want to be happy. Plain and simple. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I had to dress up today at work for an Interview skills class. It was informative, but my feet are aching. I wish someone would rub them. I hope some of the stuff I learned will stay with me for tomorrow. Kathy sent some cute pictures of the kids. Very tired. Pray for all those that need it, I have a long list, including me. Jobs. Sell your house. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Why am I so dumb and blind? I don't listen when people tell me things. I have truly lost faith in people when it comes to me and my feelings. I had a horrible thought the other day. When you passed you wanted no service. You have your kids that were always there for you. To miss you. I have no family of my own and it is a scary feeling that when I am gone it will not change anyone's life. Pray for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A sort of rainy day today. It is going to be a difficult week. Please send me the brain waves I need so I don't look like a bafoon during this class on Tuesday. Are there any jobs to be had in Elkton! Or House buyers??????????! I will keep praying. Pray tor us all. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A hot and steamy day today. I got a little sun. And my grey hair turned whiter. Ugh. One day I will shave it or let it turn all grey. Have you been showing Toby around? The dogs have been howling so I know she is checking in on Us. You coming with her? Keep up the Guardian Angel duties. Jobs. Sell your house. Happiness. Dunkin ' Donuts too! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very long, hot, tired day. Went to Busch Gardens for the weekend. Very expensive . Don't really have the money, but I need some fun. Very tired. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A long week it has been. Emotionally and physical tired. I have so much Anxiety over this interview class and what to do about my life. I am so confused. I hope Tyler is feeling better. Keep Lorraine in your prayers. She had to put her dog Cutie down. It is very tough for her. That was her late husbands dog. Let us sell your house. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very busy week so far. It all just seems to get worse. I feel so much pressure. I wish the answer came in the mail. Just very down. Pray for the quintet . Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom & Dad, I can not believe it has been 22 years today. Where has the time gone? I still feel like I haven't found what I am looking for. I know you both are happy to be together again. I am miserable. I miss everyone so much. I am so lost. So confused. So sad, lonely and depressed. I pray for change. I pray for answers. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, It is hard to believe tomorrow will be 22 years. It still hurts like hell. I must try to take comfort in knowing you both are together. Send some good vibes to the showing of your house! Hit me over the head with brick and have my wake up with a clue. Pray for the quintet . Tell Toby thank you for the surprise today. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A day so full I did not accomplish everything I wanted to. I didn't know how hard it was to find nice clothes at a decent price. A lot of ugly things. Did some hardworking today. Back-breaking. Sweaty. Dirty. You saw me because you were flying around me with an orange butterfly. Hmmm. Jobs. Pray for the quintet. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Such a simple thing, happiness. It is all I really need. I feel half my life has been lived and I haven't found anyone to share it with or who wants to stay with me. I know I am a good person. I just don't want to die alone. Been a crappy weather day. I had a good workout at the gym. Pray for the quintet . Jobs. Happiness. Sell your house. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A long busy week. Next week will be more of the same with my good helper on vacation. I hope to enjoy the weekend by keeping busy. It has been very hot up in the Northeast. Time for a cool down. How is Toby doing? She needs to help her daughter. Lots of Guardian Angel pennies and overtime hours. Sell your house. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another early day. It was very busy. I was hoping to finish my work, but very close. I heard from Matt today. You always liked him so much! He is remarried. Went to the gym. It has been a stormy evening. Keep those Guardian Angel duties in full swing. Pray for the quintet . Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much? Love, Mini

Mom, A very wet dreary day today. I have felt sleepy all day. I did manage to sweat at the gym. Tomorrow is an early day. It is going to be rough. All these decisions being thrown my way an do I listen to my heart or my head. All my heart has been is BROKEN!!!!!!! Pray for the quintet . Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I was literally used and abused at work today. Very tired. Mentally and physically unstable. Don't know what to do, but do know. Ugh. Showing your house this week. Shine some extra light on these customers to buy your house. Pray for the quintet . Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another day down in the books. Muscles were sore today. A sign of getting old. No one is working in MD. Really. I wish I could throw them all out. Such a disgrace. I hope my future changes for the better. Pray for the quintet. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Where do the weekends go? I squished a lot of things into my Sunday. I am very tired. The weather held out till the evening. Keep those Guardian Angel duties in Full Swing. Give me the guidance to know what is the correct thing to do. Pray for the quintet. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very wet and rainy day here. At times I thought we would float away. I hope nothing stupid happens because of this verdict of the Zimmerman case. Thank you for a decent day today. If the weather permits, yardwork tomorrow. Pray for the quintet . Extra hours for Guardian Angel duties. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Yesterday it would not send my message. I poured my heart out to you. Trying again today. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Today is the funeral. Please make sure everything falls into place. Let it go smoothly and be exactly as the family wanted. I know you will be watching from above. Make sure you let Toby know she needs to pull some Overtime with her Guardian Angel duties. It is going to be very tough the next few months. Very tired. I hope to get some good sleep Thursday night. I saw lots of stars. Thank you. Pray for the quintet. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Are you and Toby playing tricks on me? First Kage howling. The crazy thing with my car. The frog.....my day was surely eventful and I worked too hard. Tomorrow is going to be a tough day and the ones thereafter. Give me the strength to be Strong for those who need me. I know how difficult this is because I am still trying to figure out how to handle my situation. Jobs. Pray for the quintet . Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I hope you gave Toby the big welcome she deserves. Make sure she keeps extra extra eyes on Gayle. It is going to be a busy few weeks at work and all the other stuff. I know the pain. I am still dealing with it everyday. Give Us All the strength to move on, be happy and do what is right. Jobs. Pray for the quintet. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Toby joined you in Heaven today. Take care of her and show her to her family and how things work up there. You two have similar personalities. Keep a watchful eye over Gayle for her not to do anything foolish. Tell Toby I love and miss her too. She treated me like her own daughter and I care deeply for her and I miss her. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A long hard three sweaty hours at the gym today. It was good. Keeps my mind busy. Away from distractions. Went to see Toby. She is hanging in there, but it is very difficult to see. I plan to do yardwork tomorrow to keep busy. I guess no news means no change. Pray for the quintet . I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another week done. Same ol'situation. Sad and alone. I hope to keep busy like I did last weekend. Thank you. No new jobs. Keep putting in those extra Guardian Angel hours for Toby and for Me. Give me the guidance I need to make the right decision. I am always thinking about you and missing you and your advice. Even though I do hear you in my head. Pray for the quintet. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Fourth of July! I hope you are fun with the family and having BBQ. Normal day for me. Work. No gym. Closed early. All alone. No one has any job offers. Send those extra prayers and Guardian Angels watching over Toby. Pray for the quintet. Jobs. Sell your house. Keep me busy. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A busy day. Flew by. Lots to do and no time to do it. Typical. Toby is hanging in there. I have a horrible feeling it is tomorrow. I hope I am wrong and so are the doctors. Spread some good news. Or good things. Jobs. The sale of your house. Pray for the quintet. Put those Guardian Angel duties into Overtime. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A tough day. They moved Toby to CCU . They do not think she has much longer. It is heart wrenching. Please make sure when it is her time that she is greeted at The Gates and make her feel welcomed. I know her family will be waiting. We will need some EXTRA Angels down here. Pray for the quintet . Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A busy day. Glad it is over. Time to relax and unwind. A dreary day for weather. A good workout. Did anybody get a job? I keep praying for jobs but everyone but the people who need them are getting them. Pray for Toby. Also Dee Dee. She is a nervous wreck over everything. Pray for the quintet. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A decent weekend. I kept busy. Thank you. No time to be lonely and think bad thoughts. Watch over new endeavors. Pray for the quinet. Thanks for all the fluttering butterflies and the Penny today. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Didn't feel well this morning. I slept in late, actually tossed and turned till 8. Then went to the gym. I tried to relax by floating around in the pool. It seems like a broken heart follows you around where ever you go until you let go of it yourself. I know. You warned me. Money is the root to all evil. I don't have if and probably never will. I just want to be happy. Not be alone. Thanks for keeping me busy today. Tomorrow too! Pray for the quinet. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I kept busy today thank you. It makes for a much better day and keeps my mind busy. It was very hot today, but not as bad as out West. I hope to stay busy for the rest of the weekend. Did Peter or Mark get a job? Pray for the quinet. I saw Toby today. Keep those extra prayers coming......Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A short day today. I went to see Toby. Her body is shutting down. It was so sad and painful to look at her. I struggle with you being gone. I know the pain involved. Do what is best for Toby. Keep me busy these next few days. Jobs. Jobs. Jobs. Pray for the quinet . Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very long day today. Hopefully Toby is not really dying. Is there anything You can do? It is not her time..... Very tired and worn out. Need some good news. Jobs. Jobs. Selling your house. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another day down in the books. Tomorrow is inventory at work. It is a very boring day. I hope it goes by fast. Please give some extra prayers for Toby. She is not communicating now. I feel so bad for her. She was so full of life before the surgery. Pray for the quintet. Jobs. Jobs. jobs. Sell your house and some HAPPINESS!!!!!! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, How routine life gets. Very boring. I pray you send some good news my way. Typical day. Work and gym. I hope Holly is ok. No bad news there. Keep me smiling. It is very difficult these days. Pray for the quintet. Jobs. Sell your house. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very short weekend since I had to work today. It was a waste, but it kept me busy. I see some new colorful butterflies fluttering around. Did anyone in MD get a job? Keep my mind free of bad thoughts. Last night seemed too real. Pray for the quintet. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Birthday to some people we know. Tried to keep busy today. Kept busy but sad all day long. It was gorgeous weather wise. Thank you. Saw you fluttering around in the yard. At one point You and Dad were circling over my head. I am going to watch a movie and relax. Pray for the quintet. Pray for me. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Woke up today and I think I reached my breaking point. I can not live this way anymore. I am so miserable. Please help me. Let me find from within to guide me through this. I don't ask for much. Some closure. Be happy. Simple. Pray for the quintet . Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another day down in the books. I didn't cry today. Yeah! Decent day. Rather quiet. I bought a new pillow. Not sure if it is my pillow or stress. Going to relax. Pray for the quintet. Have everyone drive safely. Watch over Toby. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Why do I never learn? I guess I have too much faith in people? I wear my heart on my sleeve and everyone wants to squash it. So, Peter's job fell through. Maybe there is another one in the future. For all of Us! Pray for the quintet . Watch over Toby. She will be alone for two days. I feel really sorry for her. Give let some motivation! Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Why all the drama? Peter not working. Tony gone. No rent. Ugh. Drama. Days are tough. Lots of crying. I hope it is because I have my cycle....pray for the quintet . Jobs. Happiness. I love You and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, What a day. I am glad it is over. Going to be crazy for the next week and a half. Please pray for the quartet and a lady Barbara at work too. Kathy wanted me to call her, but I did not get home in time. Answers. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Father's Day Dad! I hope Mom cooked you a nice meal! Miss you so much! Mom this morning was such a struggle for me. I cried and cried. Even at the gym. I just want the pain to stop. I do believe I am a good person. I deserve better. It was a beautiful day outside. I saw a whole bunch of butterflies about ten! I guess everyone was together today. I needed it. Give me the strength. Pray for the quartet. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A visit from Charlie made me feel scrappy most of the day. I did go to the gym. Felt a little woozy a few times. Tried to keep busy most of the day. Hopefully the weather will be nice tomorrow. I might wash my car and go in the pool. Today is Mark's birthday! Let us sell your house. Jobs. Happiness. Pray for the quartet. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another good check-up at te dentist. Hopefully good for another six months. It was very sad to open the letters from the lawyer about your house. It just seems I can't get over this horrible hump. Hopefully everyone will get jobs. Including me. Pray for the quartet. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Why do people do hurtful things? Some days I wish I had my own island. PleAse keep me busy this weekend with activities. I have been so down in the dumps lately. I did find a Guardian Angel penny today. Thank you. I also see you fluttering around in the yard :-) Pray for the quartet. Happiness. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Hump Day! I guess the weather is making me sad. I made some brownies. How is everyone? Make sure you say hello. When will the pain end? Changes coming? Pray for the quartet and many others. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you! Love, Mini

Mom, Whew, 5 a.m. comes around way too early. Winding down now and very sleepy. It was a very busy day. Which is good. Keeps me from thinking. Kathy wanted me to call her, but she is napping now and soon I will be sleeping. Pray for the quartet. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very crazy Monday! I am glad it is over. It is going to be a tough two weeks and then some. Pray for the quartet. Is Peter working? I guess you know. Say Hello to everyone for me. I miss them all very much! Jobs. Jobs. Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, How the weekends go so quickly. I guess I enjoy work because it keeps me busy. Very sad and lonely these days. I am glad for work and the gym. I wonder if Peter really has a job? Jobs for the rest of us. I am almost desperate to ask for winning lottery numbers. Pray for the quartet and those not feeling well. Bring me happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Prayed a lot in church tonight. I hope I was heard. Very long day. Tired. Very rainy. Watch over Us. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, We need to pull out All the Angels and say lots of prayers for Toby. She is not doing to well. Keep a watchful eye over Dee Dee. She is very depressed. Ask Tony to watch over her. Did Peter work?????!! Keep us safe with this crazy weather. Pray for the quartet. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A soggy wet day here in South Florida. Even a tornado in WPB. Keep everyone safe. So did Peter start work????? That is the question. Thinking of a new career.. need a new career. Pray for the quartet. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Hopefully the weather was nice for Dutch Wonderland. It will be a wonder if Peter starts this job!!!! Pray for the quartet. Give me the much guidance and strength I need. I hope you are doing well up in Heaven. Say Hello to everyone for me. I miss them all! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Started off the day crying in the parking lot. Ended with a compliment and a job offer from my District Manager. Made me feel good. I surely need it. Peter supposedly starts Thursday now. I've seen this pattern before. Put a bug up his Butt!! Sell your house! Happiness. Pray for the quartet. Guardian Angel duties for me. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Thank you for keeping me busy at work. I didn't think I could feel any lower and another horrible weekend. Ugh. At times I wish the sky or a big brick would fall on me. Let us see if Peter works???? Supposedly tomorrow. The pics of Tyler and Bailey were so cute. I know you saw them. Jobs Jobs. Jobs. Sell your house. I need my Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Why are you torturing me? Or am I doing it to myself! I didn't know one person could endure so much heartache. The pain gets worse everyday. I try my best to battle through it. I pray for change. I honestly try to do the right thing, but it is always wrong. Karl graduated today. Today is Jen's birthday. I hope she had a good time. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A long, wet and dreary day. Did a long workout at the gym, but I am still very sad. I hope it has been nice weather for the races in Dover. Is Peter still working? Laundry is done. Going to relax. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very long day of nothing. I hope tomorrow is better. Let there be good weather in Dover for the races. Did Peter make it a few days at work or two shall I say. I went to see Toby today. She looked better than last week. Keep playing for the quartet and Me. Very sad and lonely. Give me the strength. I could use a few pennies....I did see you fluttering outside in the yard. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, This is my TGIF. I have to use a vacation day. Long weekend. I hope there is good weather in Dover this weekend for the race. Peter was supposed to start a job today. Hmmmm. Hope so. Kathy said there is a Big For Sale sign on your lawn. Sell. Sell. Sell. Keep me busy this weekend. Pray for the quartet. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Today was a rainy hump day. More wet weather the next few days....means an overflowing pool and growing grass. I think if I read Kathy's text, Peter got the job. Two more to go! Pray for the quartet and many others. Me too. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another day down the tubes. I had a good workout at the gym. I also had a nice bowl of ice cream. Yummy. I hope things are going well for you in Heaven. As you see my life is a complete mess. I can hear you in my head. It is my heart that is dumb. Dumb. Dumb. Pray for the quartet. Happiness. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Memorial Day! Are you having a BBQ? Miss you and the family. Another day down in the books. It went by rather quickly. No word on if they liked your house or if Peter got the job. Kathy was going by Jen's. The kids will make her happy!!! They are too cute! Pray for the quartet and those that are sick. Give me the strength and guidance I need. Jobs. Jobs . Jobs. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Thank you for a busy and gorgeous day today! Almost felt good all day! I hope you are honoring the Veterans up in Heaven! A big parade and cookout tomorrow! Hopefully the showing of the house went well! Jobs. Jobs. Jobs. Pray for the quartet and those not feeling well. Guardian Angel duties! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Gorgeous day today. Send some gibes to the people looking at your house today. Only if you think they are worthy. Hopefully Peter will get that job. Mark too. Jobs. Jobs. Jobs. Pray for everyone. Keep me busy. Keep up your Guardian Angel duties. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Whew, a very hot day today. Wish the pool was ready. Hopefully tomorrow. Kept busy most of the day. I feel some sunburn on my back. Kathy said she is showing the house on Saturday...send some good vibes. Went to see Toby. She didn't look too well. Send some extra prayers for her and the trio. I hope things get better.....jobs....jobs....happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I am really "off my game" lately. I hope it gets better. All of it. I do feel I am at rock bottom. So can only go Up? Ugh. Hopefully Peter will get this job. Your house will sell by Summer? Happiness... Say hello to everyone for me. Do they have BBQ's in Heaven? Never-ending food....pray for those who are not feeling well, the quartet and this sick world. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Hump Day! A slightly better day today. Was busy and it doesn't allow mw time to be sad. I hope Peter gets the job. So what am I supposed to do. I'm waiting for a rock to fall on my head or something. I know the answer is right in front of me. Pray for this in OK and those sick....and the quartet. Me too! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another day in the books. Hopefully Peter did well on his interview. Pray for all those in OK. My problems are nothing compared to their problems. Pray for the quartet and those whom are sick. Charlie came today. Feel blah on top of blah. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another day in the books. Went mostly smooth. Peter has an interview, keeping my fingers crossed and saying extra prayers. Had a super rough day yesterday. I hope it gets better. Give me the strength from within. Pray for the trio and Sally. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A gorgeous day weather wise. I see you and the whole family fluttering around outside. I am trying to keep busy outside to keep my mind occupied and not be so depressed. Pray for Toby. Those who so not feel well and the trio and everyone whip needs it. Keep the pennies coming. Let this be a good week. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very busy day. I did a lot of chores. Stopped by the rain . I did get to see Star Trek. I thought it was awesome! Toby had her surgery. She had a few complications. Pull everyone together for her. I truly feel out of place. Pray for the trio. Give me the strength to make it another day. They sure are miserable. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, TGIF! I hope to have a nice weekend. It always goes by so quickly. There is always yardwork to do. Saw a short video on FB of Hailey, she is so cute! I do miss my family. I hope the weather holds out for this weekend. No major plans. Hope to make it to the movies and D&D. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Are you testing me? I failed. I failed. May I please have a good day? Ugh. Bad day from beginning to end. I know my problems are little compared to others, but please. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another day done. They all seem to just roll together. Jen sent me the cutest picture of the kids. I wish you could be here to see them grow up. It didn't go to well with the first kids. Sorry I never had one. Very sorry. I found two Guardian Angel pennies today. Thank you. I need them. I need them. I need them. Pray for the quartet. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, These days I feel as though I am spinning in a circle. Ugh. Kathy resigned to sell your house. I wish the boys could just pay the mortgage. We need jobs. Prey tor the trio and a very nice lady named Sally at work too. Give me the strength. Pray for those I love. Happiness is what I am looking for. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another day down in the books. It was a busy day, but I felt as though nothing was accomplished. I guess Kathy did the signing for the house.....hopefully it will sell. Keep some extra eyes on the trio this week. Toby is having another surgery and Cutie had a seizure today. Give me the strength to do the right thing. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Mother's Day!!! I love you! I hope the family in Heaven gave you the special day you deserve! You are the best mother and I miss your bluntness and advice. Pray for the trio and pray for Me. Pull some OT with the Guardian Angel duties. Kathy is working hard on the house. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

The world certainly hasn't gotten any easier for any of us since you left us...so many days I want to pick up the phone and talk to you about important things or just talk about nothing at all...you know I talk to you everyday but, it's just different now...Look out for your baby, she's struggling with so much loss and I've been trying my best to honor your wishes but, you know that stubborn streak of hers...and of course she didn't get a bit of that "stubborn streak" from you...lol I hope that you like your flowers and your balloons...Have a great day and Happy Mother's Day Mom!! Love you!!!

Mom, Happy Early Mother's Day! You are the best Mom ever! Prayed for happiness today. Please give me the strength to so the right thing. I have been so sad lately. Pray for the trio. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Going to be a tough weekend. I went to see Toby. Not good. She just seems like she has given up. Maybe you can get with her husband and son to visit her and send her some motivation!!!! My weekend started with Holly breaking her nail and bleeding everywhere. Going to be a tough weekend. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another day to cross off the calendar. Kathy is trying to keep your house looking pristine for selling. I see all the butterflies outside. Really nice. Jobs. Jobs. Jobs. Pray for the trio. It is going to be a difficult weekend. Please put in some extra Guardian Angel hours for me. I hope you enjoy your day. You are truly the Best Mom Ever! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, My day started and ended in the same way. I knew it would be a bad day. The toilet was overflowing all day. Only good thing is it did not get on the carpet. I heard from Kathy. Hopefully we can sell your house this summer. I just hope Peter and Mark can find some sort of employment. Me too. Give me the strength to get up each day and move forward. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very jumbled up Tuesday. I felt as though I was spinning in circles. Not a very successful day, but made it through it. Ty for the penny. I need them. It has been quiet from Elkton, not sure if that is a good thing. I hope Pete and Mark can get some kind of job....and soon. Me too. Give me the courage and strength to make positive changes in my life. Keep praying for the trio. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A blast of cool air this morning. It felt nice. No sweating. Another Monday here and gone. Hopefully the housing market will pick up in MD. Let's try to get the job thing moving in the right direction. I guess you made your point. How are things up in Heaven? Absolutely miserable here. Pray for the trio. Say hello to everyone for me. I miss them all. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Where did the weekend go? If I could only turn back the clock. Could it be 1992?? I look forward to tomorrow to keep me busy, especially my mind. No time to wander. Pray for the trio. Jobs for everyone. The sick to feel better. Thank you for the Guardian Angel pennies. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, What a beautiful day today weather wise. Glad it did not rain, but the day went by very quickly. Doing laundry now and relaxing. Hopefully tomorrow the weather will be nice as well. I need to vacuum my car. Give me the strength to overcome this sadness. Jobs for everyone. Pray for the trio. I love You and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Really? I am amazed at how I don't think things can get worse and they do! Why? Ugh! Hope to see Iron Man 3 this weekend. Give extra prayers for those whom are sad......keep the prayers going gor the trio! Jobs. Jobs. Jobs. For the right people. Sell your house. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I honestly thought I was doing the right and honest thing. I was so wrong and I have paid the ultimate price. Wish I could join you right now. I thought I was lonely before. Now I have nothing. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another successful hump day down the tubes. Just a regular same ol' day. We finally received some of the rain. Makes for good napping weather. Thanks for the Guardian Angel penny. Hope to relax and have peaceful night. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another day done. Please give me the strength to do what I need to. I need you now more then ever. Time for Me. Supposed to be wet the next few days. Those kind of days you want to stay home. Jobs for Me, Peter and Mark. Selling your house. Happiness. Keep those prayers coming for the trio!. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A busy Monday! The day went by quickly. Glad it is over. Time to relax. It is going to be a wet few days. The weather has been very pleasant. Wish it was this way all year round. I went to visit my caterpillars today. So many. Jobs. Selling your house would be nice. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A gorgeous picture perfect weekend. Lots of butterflies! I sure do need them. Very sad and depressed. Supposed to be a rainy week. Sure. I just cut the grass. Hopefully May will be the months of Jobs and selling your house. Keep your prayers going for the trio. They want to send Toby home. She can't even sit up. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I found two Guardian Angel pennies at the gym today. Did a nice three hour workout! Now Charlie came and my back is on fire. I cut the grass today and you and Dad were fluttering in the front and back yard. Thank you! Keep your prayers going for those who are not feeling well and the trio! Hopefully the house will selling maybe someone Mark, Peter or me gets a job. Doing some laundry. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Wow. Can you see the Moon? It is absolutely gorgeous. Do you look down to see it? Give me a sign or a clue to make the right decision. Say Prayers for the trio and a last Bea at work. Lets sell Your house. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Your house is being spruced up so hopefully it can be sold. Peter has done more work lately than in years. It will be hard to sell it. If only they had JOBS!!!! Me too! Keep hour prayers going for the trio! Give me the strenght I need!!!!!! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A gorgeous spring/summer evening here. I see you fluttering around. Did you hide those peanuts for Kathy to find? Maybe with the paint and mulch the house will be ready to sell?! I hope the boys can get jobs. I need a career change too. Hint. Hint . Continue to pray for the trio. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very screwed up day today. I did not do what I was planning....hopefully tomorrow. Outside with the dogs and it was very calm and peaceful. I needed a gazebo , drink and a firepit! Continue to pray for the trio. Maybe I should still pray for jobs. For Me,Peter and Mark. I hope you are recording Peter doing yardwork and painting the steps! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A lovely stormy day here. We need more of those! Jen got an Awesome tattoo in your remembrance. I love it! Keep praying for the trio and for Helen. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another hot and steamy day here in April. I got a little sunburn from doing some hardworking. It looks healthy to have a little Colorado. Hoping tor the thunderstorms! Visited Toby today. Seems like she has given up. Please give her the strength to continue. This is something she can beat. She has come so far. Give her the push she needs. Keep everyone in your prayers....Helen too who just lost her son. I need double overtime of my Guardian Angel. Not in a good place. So depressed. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I believe in the power of prayer,but you did it backwards. Or is that my sign? I saw you fluttering all over the yard today. I need it. I am in a very sad and lonely place right now. Kathy is showing off her green thumb. Good job. A girl I went to P.S.#1 with, whom lives down here, Helen. Her son was shot and killed. Please keep her and her family in your prayers along with the trio. Ready for the storms. It was HOT today. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I guess you listened to my prayers about Jobs, but you got it all wrong! Or is this my blatant sign? Relay for life tonight . Hopefully it will not rain. Pray for the trio. Sell your house. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A smooth day at work. Which is always good. It has been very warm, seems like Summer. What is the temperature in Heaven? Are there warm spots and cold? Hmm? Keep the prayers going for the trio . Jobs. Jobs. Jobs. Selling your house. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another day down in the books. Been really depressed lately. Is it supposed to get below rock bottom before it gets better? Toby had her amputation today. I pray all goes well and everything heals. My body is so tired. It is all mental. Keep the trio in your prayers. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, My days are All messed up and so is my head. Why does something so right seem so wrong and something so wrong seem so right? Very sad and lonely. Keep hour prayers going for the trio. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another sad day in this world. Why do people have yo hurt innocent people? Makes no sense. Toby is having the toe next to her left linkup amputated. I hope she doesn't have any more suffering ahead. Keep those prayers coming...double and triple time. Rainy day today. Grass needs it. Jobs and selling your house. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Where do the weekends go? I wish the work week went by just as quickly. Never seems long enough. I hope you are paying attention to things. I hope you are putting them in order. Please. Keep the prayers going for the trio. Give me the strength and guidance I need right now. I just want happiness and I know it is in my own hands. Jobs and selling Your house. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Keep the Guardian Angel duties in full swing. I need it and I need guidance. So does the trio. Send some extra for Toby. We had some more storms today. Doing my laundry now and just relaxing. I hope to get a good nights sleep. No jobs yet.......please keep them on the top of your list. Do you see your flowers and bunnies? Keep them safe. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, TGIF. We just had a severe thunderstorm pass through. The rain was coming down sideways with hail. We have had more rain in April than in months and months. I know the grass is happy. We need some extra prayers tor Toby. She is not feeling well these last few days. Also Lorraine and Cutie. Jobs. Jobs. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A busy day today. Glad there is one more day to go! How are things going up in Heaven? I guess you are settled in by now. Things really stink down here. I guess they could be worse. I know there are people worse off than me. I just want a little happiness. I just want to feel and be loved. Simple things. I could ask for the winning lottery numbers but I know that is wrong. Keep your prayers going for the trio. Jobs for everyone and selling your house! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Glad it is over the hump day. Seems like a long week. One thing after another. Might be showing Your house soon. I sure do hope things pick up for Spring....and in the Job department. I know you can hear me and hear my thoughts. Am I asking for too much? I really think it is a simple request. I know people are worse off etc, but I just hope. I guess maybe that is my problem. Keep your prayers going for the trio. Keep up Your Guardian Angel duties. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very busy day. Two cars in the driveway were broken into. My Guardian Angel You was watching over Me. Scathe stuff. Keep those Angels Alert. Keep the prayers going for the trio. Weather is warming up. Yucky. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A hectic Monday. Glad it is time to relax. I haven't heard any news from Kathy, so I gather all is the same. No one working but Tony. If that is still true. Jobs. Jobs. Jobs. I can't say it enough. For ALL! It is warm in Elkton. You would have a hard time breathing. Are you on oxygen in Heaven! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, It was a Happy Sunday! I saw you fluttering around outside today. Finally. I needed it. Cleaned my bedding today and fluffed your blanket. I have a cramp in my left foot from walking barefoot. Getting old. Let's start this week right. New jobs. Selling your house and happiness! Keep those prayers coming for the trio. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Had a great workout at the gym. It felt good to sweat. I have to work off those M&M's . Ha. I jumped my first car today. It did not blow up! Tried a new burger place today. CG Burgers. It was yummy . Keep your prayers going for the trio. Jobs. Jobs. Jobs. Selling Your house. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I miss you. Sad day in the world of Dunkin'Donuts. No MORE DARK CHOCOLATE mocha iced COFFEE. Sad. TGIF. Keep your prayers going for Toby, Lorraine and Cutie. I could use some Guardian Angels too! Very sad and lonely. I hope Spring will bring jobs and the selling of your house. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Thanks for the nice thunderstorm. It has been a really long time since we've had one of those! It was so dark and quiet I fell asleep. One more day! Keep the trio in your prayers. Jobs. Sell your house! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Are these the signs I have been waiting for? Why Am I afraid to make a change? Stupidity? Cowardness ? Ugh. I wish I was stronger. I got my M&M's today. I am too full to try them. Early day tomorrow. Keep the trio in your prayers. Jobs. Sell the house. Happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Tuesday. I sure did miss having ham for Easter dinner. I miss the old times. I miss You. It was fairly warm here today. Low 80's. Needed the AC full blast. Hopefully the weather is changing and someone will want to buy your house!!!!! Jobs tor all. Keep those prayers coming.....I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Well I did not see any butterflies yesterday, but Fran got me a huge Butterfly balloon. I love it! Very busy day at work. Glad it is over. We went out for lunch for my bday. I got more nice gifts and had carrot cake. Keep those prayers coming for Toby, Lorraine and Cutie . Jobs......sell your house.....happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I have been looking for you outsise all day today. I guess because I am looking you are making me suffer. It had been a decent day, but just not the same without you. I wish I could have been in MD with the family. I miss everyone and seeing the kids. I wish you were still here!!!!!!!!! Kathy got me the coolest gifts. A HUGE Scooby Bunny!!! And an AWESOME Butterfly charm. I cried. I love it. Going to relax. I treated myself to Dunkin' Donuts' twice and my tummy is upset. I love you and miss you So Much!!! Love, Mini

Mom, A beautiful day today. Spent it in two hospitals....keep your Guardian Angel eye over all of them. Tell Paul Happy Birthday! Tomorrow Me. Give me good weather too! I love you and miss you So Much! What is in the Big Box? Love, Mini

Mom, TGIF . It is my birthday this Sunday and Easter. Sharing a special day with God. Not too excited about it. Just doesn't mean anything. Kinda lonely. I hope the weathers nice to do yardwork I like to be outside. I like to see you fluttering around. Keep the prayers coming for Toby, Lorraine and Cutie . I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I am so confused. I thought it was still Wed. Been an up and down week. Give me the strength and a sign to make a change. Very sad and lonely. I wish you were still here. Well one person got a job. Keep them coming.....I hope it is a nice weekend. Keep praying for. Toby and now Lorraine. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Wow, very tired. It has turned out to be the best 24 hours I have had in years. A great concert. Great pictures. Setlist and a pick! I got my box from Kathy. AND.....She found my white chocolate carrot cake M&M's in Elkton !!! Yeah! So tired. Thank you for watching over me. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Waiting to see the Indigo Girls. I am wearing my Butterfly shirt to keep you with me. I pray for jobs and selling the house. I hope it is a good night. Not excited yet. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, So did you snow everyone in up in Elkton? One last hooray!? A decent day for a Monday. Tomorrow is my birthday concert. We are expecting a cold front the next few days. I will take it before the heat of summer. I keep praying for jobs for all. Keep the prayers for Toby. I pray for happiness. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, You try to do the right thing and it all blows up in your face. I think it is more of a misunderstanding. I am not ready to start over in love. I am done for awhile. I need to heal from Your passing and yet another broken heart. That makes three. Three strikes and you are out. Going to enjoy what is left of my weekend. Keep praying for us all. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A relaxing gorgeous day. I went to church and prayed for happiness and peace. Maybe 39 will be my year of change? I know I need to make changes. You have some pull in the situation too!!!!! I pray for jobs and selling the house. I hope they are keeping the house clean and ready for any buyers. I bet it is a big week in Heaven. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another work week down the drain. I am dog sitting and I fell asleep and the dog woke me up...ha ha. I guess this will be my relaxing weekend...rain would be nice. I won't know what to do by not doing anything. I hope you help Peter find a job. I guess he will finally have to pay child support???? Relaxing. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A decent day today. Very busy which makes the time go by fast. I have to dog sit this weekend....it should be relaxing. I hope no troubles ... keep a watchful eye. Keep the prayers going tor Toby! Keep everyone safe in MD. Jobs and selling the house. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Thank you for the lovely Stars this morning. A good way to start the day. How is everyone? I wish I could see everyone one more time. I miss you all. I wonder how court went for Peter? It has been a decent week at work. Two more days. I hope Spring brings good things.....Jobs....selling your house and happiness. Keep praying for Toby. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I hope you sent Kathy a birthday wish today!!!! Today was a productive day. It felt weird to work. Keep those prayers coming tor Toby. Peter goes to court tomorrow. Are you going to make him sweat???? Hmmm. Really miss You! Keep Us All in your prayers. Say Hi to everyone for me. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Maybe I didn't fail you, but I was expecting more by this stage in my life. I know I can flip the coin and say I've done this. I been here etc. It all depends on if the glass is half full or empty. I just want happiness and I know I am in charge of my own destiny. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Slept in a little. Busy with chores today. I need a weekend of thunderstorms and staying in my pajamas. Regular work schedule this week. It will be weird to sleep in and have to stay late. Prey for All. Jobs. Selling your house too. I saw you fluttering around today too....thank you. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, That was a scare....14 hours in two emergency rooms. I prayed to you and everyone for Toby. She is resting now, but I know she was close. I found three Guardian Angel pennies and her night nurse was Janet. Too much for me. I hope to have an easy Sunday....Jobs for everyone. Things have been quiet otherwise.......I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I need you to pull out all the cards for Toby. She is back in the hospital....bad infection at the incision site and pneumonia. She lungs are rattling and it reminds me of You so much. She is asking God to take her. Please tell him not yet.....Please....gather everyone and pray.....I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, It was a weird day. No modulars I did not know how to react. It was a good feeling. I hope this class finds Peter a job and keeps it. It was a perfect day today, low 70's. Very nice. My body does not feel as tired as yesterday. Pray for Toby. She id battling so many different things. Jobs and sell the house. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, An extremely exhausting day. I didn't even to the gym. I tried to nap and I couldn't. I hope I can sleep. Peter has to go to a class to help him find a job.....gather the prayers. Keep an eye on Toby. Very pooped. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very busy day and I am ready tor bed early. Well, so now Peter has to take a class to help him find a job. Good work Mom! Took forever. Hopefully hr will find something he likes and stick with it. Selling the house this Spring would be nice too. Make sure Kathy and Harvey keep their jobs. Pray for Toby. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A crazy backwards Monday, but I survived. Very tired. These early hours do not agree with me. I hope you had a good day. How is everyone? Tell them all I miss them. I wonder how Dad and Marc have aged??? I miss them. I feel really lost without You. Jobs and selling your house. Prayers for Toby. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I was looking for a butterfly today and I did not see one :( A busy day. I had to wash my car. The birds used it for target practice. Very tired. I could really use a back rub and feet. Can You make it happen? A new work week. An early one too. Jobs. Jobs. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, It was a beautiful day today. Perfect weather. A little warm in Elkton too. Doing some laundry. I lose an hour sleep tonight. Yucky . I hope tomorrow is just as nice. Went to visit Toby. Keep her in your prayers. She has a long way to go. Please remember to give everyone New jobs.....or just jobs.....selling the house would be nice too. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, TGIF . Another tough week down the tubes. One more to go? Feeling really sad tonight. Really miss you. I hope to know you are watching over Me/Us. Maybe in a funk because of Charlie ? Keep doing your Guardian Angel duties. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very hectic day on the job today. And an unexpected visit from Mother Nature. The Moon and Stars have been beautiful the last few mornings. I guess The Elkton Curve bypassed another storm. Keep your prayers going tor Toby. She is being moved back to rehab. Help Peter find a job and others. Hopefully we can sell your house in the Spring. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, What a long day. Joe asked me to run some errand with him. He doesn't live far. It is all the lights. Busy day at work. Nothing unusual. Are you watching the snow fall down. We turn the clocks back this weekend. Will I get a white Bunny for Easter? It is my birthday too. Not very excited. Glad I don't have to work. Say some prayers for Toby. Always thinking about you! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, On my bed looking at your picture and still don't know why? You were too young and so loved and have great grandiose and your own who miss you. You were so strong when you got mad at Peter for selling his food stamps and not telling you. We cut and cooked all those veggies Kathy brought. What happened? I am sorry. I just truly miss you. Keep that fire under Peter's Burt. Keep up your Guardian Angel duties! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Spoke with Kathy......whew...you have been busy. I guess you heard me and lit a firecracker in Peter's Butt! Time to quit laying around. I have faith and trust in You yo guide Us.....I just want Peace and happiness and Jobs!!!!!! Let's sell the house. Enough with being sued and appliances breaking. I keep praying..... I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A busy day and how the weekend is gone so fast. Another early week this week. I am tired just thinking about it. I pray for happiness, jobs and I hope you are doing well in Heaven. I sure do miss you. Tell Dad I miss him too...Marc & Tony. I miss you all. Send some guidance to Peter....a job too. Enjoying the cool weather. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, TGIF. This was a very busy week. Today I worked normal time and it felt like forever. A nice cool front down here. I have my window open and enjoying the fresh air. It is nice to wear long pants for a change. Is the weather perfect in Heaven? BBQ and pool weather everyday. I wonder what meals you've cooked for Dad. I know he is happy to have you. I wonder if he ever made it to MD, would you both still be here? I hope yo enjoy my weekend. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A lovely bright moon this morning. More disappointment. They were supposed to put steel in overnight tor me, but No. I made do. Very busy days at work. Toby is back in the hospital with respiratory problems! Don't know any more. Say some prayers. When I was outside with the dogs I saw you fluttering around. Thank you. Jobs and selling your house. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very cloudy morning, but the moon did sneak out from behind the clouds to start off my early day. Whew, these mornings are not for me! I went to see Toby today. She didn't look too good and the place was not the best. I guess most rehab places are famous for poor care. I guess you need to be wealthy to afford a nice one. Keep those prayers coming. I took a nap earlier. I think I will relax and fall asleep. Another early day tomorrow. Send some JOBS!!!!!! Let us sell your house! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, The only good thing about work is it is so busy the time flies. I don't like these early mornings. The moon was out in full force this a.m. I did see your Star. Peter called Me and left a message thanking me for paying the mortgage. Also how he has people living in there now (again) to catch his slack for not working. He hasn't changed. I just keep praying. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A long busy Monday. Glad it is over. Time to relax. Keep a watchful eye over Kathy's boo boo. Keep the other eye on Toby's recovery. Please help Peter wake up and realize he needs a job. Jobs. Peace. Happiness. Sell the house. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Well an exciting day for Kathy. Watch over her stitches and ensure a quick recovery and not too much pain. Keep those extra eyes over Toby. She is getting frustrated and she can not give up hope. Very warm here today. My car said 92. Whew. I washed it. Then it rained. Please send some jobs to Peter and Mark. Please. Pull your Guardian Angel overtime duties this week. Going to be another rough one at work. Give me strength to deal with stupidity. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A relaxing day and hot weather. Toby is having some setbacks, but is in rehab now. Gather up the gang and pull together some prayers. For everyone too. Going to relax and watch tv and do some laundry. I hope you send some jobs our way and sell your house. Always thinking of you. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very happy end to a long workweek. I saw you fluttering around in the yard. I needed that! Just going to relax and enjoy the peace and quiet. I hope you are watching over Us! Toby is going to rehabilitate. Give her your prayers and a full recovery. I pray for jobs, selling the house and happiness. Sometimes D&D too! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very long stressful week. Keep Your Guardian Angel watchful eye over all of Us. I had a nice workout at the gym and going to meet Jack for dinner. Better than eating alone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Lots of beautiful stars out this morning. A very tiring day. I actually came home to nap but couldn't. I did rest. Just trying to stay ahead of the game. I know you are watching over Us. I hope for a better year. Please send happiness, jobs and selling of your house. Say hello to everyone for me. Keep praying for Toby. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very long day. Very frustrating too. Too much work. I literally skinned the skin off my knees from sliding on the tile floor. Ouch! I am going to rest. Thank you for the Family of Stars in the sky. I love it. Say some more prayers for Toby. Jobs. Happiness and sell the house! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, We need some urgent prayers for Toby. She is in diabetic shock. Not good. Rally up the troops and send the prayers. A long day today. Charlie came early. Ugh. Good sweaty workout at the gym. Resting. Another early day tomorrow! Prayers. For Toby. Sell the house. Jobs. And happiness. I love you and miss you So much! Love, Mini

Mom, How time does fly by.....one year has already passed and so has my weekend. The next few weeks at work will be worse than normal. We have a nice cold front, but it is only for two days.....open windows.....jeans and a fleece....feels good. I just can not seem to accept that You are gone. It was too soon, you were still very young. Some days I want to blame that surgeon that screwed up three times. I know you were miserable, but I think it could've been fixed. I hope you can fix the situation with the house and No jobs. Very sad and lonely without you. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I feel very sad and lonely today. I did go to the gym and made it out safely. The weather is cool. I have the window open and long pajama pants on...brrrr . I hope you have plans, good plans. Jobs and happiness. Work is going to be crazy for the next several weeks. Give me the strength. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, The dreaded day after. It is yucky and raining here with a cold front coming. Yahoo! Time to open windows and wear jeans. It is Lent. What are you giving up? I know I am not giving up D&D!!!! I guess I can give up giving my heart because it only gets ripped to pieces. I hope you had a wonderful day yesterday and Dad treated you well. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, In exactly forty minutes you will have left Us exactly one year ago. All three of your remaining children were on the phone with each other receiving the news. None of Us have "recovered" till this day. I went to the beach today to the spot where I spread You and Dad on your Anniversary. They called for rain all day. I have a sunburn. I know that was your doing. I was laying on a lounge chair and all of a sudden a witt of cigarette smoke billowed over my body. No one was smoking or around me. That was You too. I hope you are not smoking in Heaven! You are stubborn. I have a huge hole in my heart and I miss you deeply. I feel lost without you. I hope you know how much you are loved and missed. I love seeing you as a Butterfly. It gives me strength. I hope you are enjoying a full day of Valentine's with Dad, Marc and the rest of the family. I love you and miss you So Much! Happy Valentine's Day! Love, Mini

It's been a year ago Mom Scheri that you left us and not a day goes by that we don't think of you and miss you so very much...I know that you are happy to have no pain or suffering but, it's hard not to have you here...always close in thought and even closer in our hearts...love you and miss you!!

Mom, Oh Mom. I feel a wreck today. I dread tomorrow. I really do hope you know how much You are missed and how much pain and sadness we all feel. Give Us the strength to go on. Have a plan for all of Us. Keep a close watch. Not a day goes by I don't think of You and miss you. Where has the time gone? I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Last year on a Tuesday You decided to sign DNR paperwork. I quickly came home to book a flight to change Your mind. I guess you were ready. It is not even Thursday and I am a wreck. I hope you know my life is not the same. It is very empty. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very nice day here. Not too hot. I will check for Stars in the morning since I have to go to work early. Too much to do and not enough time. My brain is not functioning too well this week. Where has the time gone? I hope you have plans or the winning lottery numbers. Jobs. Jobs. Jobs. Keep an eye on Toby. She is doing a little better. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I did a light workout at the gym. I survived. I did not push it. So far a blah day. I am dreading work next week and just next week. I know you are watching over Us. It is still going to be extremely difficult. I pray. I pray. I pray. Jobs. Jobs. Jobs. Let us sell this house. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Whew. What a morning. I passed out at the gym and they called the paramedics and they took me inside the ambulance and checked my vitals. I think it was because I did not eat. I know you know this already because You, The Butterfly was flying around my car when I finally left the gym. I did twist my ankle before all this by misjudging my step. I thought I was on the ground already. Enough about me. Keep Toby in your prayers. Send jobs to everyone. And lets sell the house. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, TGIF! Seems like a long week. I dread next week. I am So Sorry. I do feel as though I have failed You and myself. Please gather up the families and get a prayer group going for Toby. Going to watch a movie and relax. I was up way too early. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Birthday Dad! I know you are happy yo have your sweetheart. My heart is empty. Very busy at work. It does make the time go by. I saw Your beautiful Star tonight Mom. Thank you. I had a good wotkout at the gym and some leftover D&D. Jobs. Jobs. Jobs. Have. Dewars and water for all of us. Keep us in your Guardian Angel duties and watch over Toby. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very long day today. I had a nice dinner with Jack tonight. It was good to have a nice conversation. Very busy day at work today. Keep Toby in your prayers. Going to relax. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another day closer to one year. I can not believe it. It really seems like only a bit ago that my whole life stopped and fell apart. I know you were in so much pain and did not have the quality of life you wanted, but the selfish part of me misses you terribly. I am lost in my own fog. Peter is much worse. I know Kathy is suffering too. You truly are the Best Mom Ever! Even with your stubborn traits. I guess I picked up some of those bad habits. Not a day goes by that I do not think about you and miss you! I know you can read my thoughts. I am waiting for my guidance or a Big rock to hit me on the head. I pray for peace, happiness, jobs and to sell the house! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Ty for watching over Toby. Keep a close eye over the next 48 hours. They are critical. A busy Monday. Glad it is almost over. Kathy told me my birthday wad Easter this year. Don't really care. I just want jobs tor everyone and to sell the house. I hope it will get better. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Where do the weekends go? Back to the grind...ugh. The weather has been perfect. I got a haircut today. Needed it. Pray for Toby. Surgery tomorrow. Jobs. Jobs. Jobs for all in 2013. Go Ravens? Pray for everyone and lets sell your house. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, When I was outside earlier I saw you fluttering around in the backyard. Getting ready to go to church. I will pray for myself and everyone. I hope you are getting settled in up in Heaven and making new friends and catching up with family. Say hello to everyone. The next week and a half are going to be tough. I hope you give Us all the strength to make it through. Jobs and sell the house. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Friday must be my day of disappointment. I cheered myself up with a dark chocolate iced coffee. Going to snuggle with my Scooby blanket and watch a movie. Go Ravens or Go 49ers! Is Heaven all Purple? Please bring some jobs and selling of the house. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, It must not be in the cards tor Toby to have surgery. It was postponed again. Now you can focus on jobs for Peter and Mark. Selling the house would be nice too. A little cold front passing through, but not everywhere. Going to relax. I saw your Star when I went outside. I love you and miss you So Much! Two weeks. Love, Mini

Mom, Another beautiful sky and day today! A little cold front coming the next few days. I hope you have some miracles up your sleeve tor jobs and selling the house. Please. I just want a little break and to go whew. Watch over Toby tomorrow. Surgery on again. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A long day. A beautiful moon this morning and a very warm day. Toby's surgery was cancelled. Keep an extra eye out. They kept her in the hospital. The whole thing is just too close to home for me. We need jobs in MD. We need to sell the house. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, You would never think it is winter. It was quite warm for January. Keep the weather nice. Gather all family and pray for a successful surgery tomorrow tor Toby. It was a big bright moon last night and all the family stars. Jobs. Jobs. Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another gorgeous day. I wish weekends were longer. Please watch over those traveling. Also take special care of Toby for her surgery on Tuesday. I saw you fluttering around the backyard again. Thank you. Been kinda down. Need D&D to cheer me up. Remember Guardian Angel duties and Jobs. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Thank you for letting me know you are there. When I came home from the gym and I was sitting outside you were fluttering around my head. Gorgeous day today. I actually laid out in the sun while other people are freezing. Mother Nature made me feel crummy today. Still did some chores. Doing laundry now. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A gorgeous day down south here. Glad I am not up North. It is super cold! Mother Nature blessed me with a surprise today. Maybe I won't be so sad. TGIF. Bring good health to everyone. Put in those extra hours for My Guardian Angel duty. Jobs!!!!! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another beautiful sky. Full of our family of Stars. Make sure you let everyone know I miss them so much! Oh how I wish it was 1984. I miss our family. Not too depressed today. I treated myself yo a Dunkin' Dark iced coffee. Something to cheer me up. Jobs. Jobs. Jobs.........please. I love you and miss You So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A beautiful sky tonight and the whole family is bright stars in the sky. Just been very sad lately. Maybe PMS? I just hope it goes away. It is still very hard to believe s year has almost passed. I sm so sorry for not making changes. Ugh. Please put in some extra hours with my Guardian Angel duties. I need dome extra help. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Instead of getting easier. I think it is getting harder. I don't know if it is because Your anniversary is coming soon. I am very afraid of that day. Ugh. It is freezing cold in Elkton. We have a slight chill here in Florida. Brr 70's during the day. I pray for change. I need change. Winning the lottery will be nice too! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, It has to rain the day after I wash my car. I think it is snowing in Elkton. I had a rough emotional drive to work this morning. I was just missing you and cried. I hope you have good plans for Us in 2013. Going to relax. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A gorgeous day today! Thank you. I did some yardwork and You as a Butterfly were following me around the yard to make sure I was doing it correctly. I was even able to wash and wax my car. Relaxing now and watching football. Jobs for 2013. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, What a crappy day. Ha no pun intended. Rainy day so it made me do some chores I hate to do. Dusting! I wanted to wash my car but the sun never came out and it rained most of the day. I hope you and God have a plan for all of Us. I am believing, but I am so sad. I truly miss you more than I ever thought I could. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Spent Anthony's last night together. I miss him already! Very tired. It is way past my bedtime. Give everyone hugs in Heaven for me. I miss you all! Jobs for all! Sell your house. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I had a good wake up this morning. Made me very happy. I finished my modular today and had a good workout. Overall a good day. I need those jobs for 2013. I saw the whole family of Stars this morning. Thank you. A little chill in the weather tomorrow. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Still a lot of sickness going around, make everyone well again. In a funk today. I hope it passes. Early day tomorrow. I feel as though I could go to sleep right now. Jobs. Jobs. Jobs. Please. Remember you are my Guardian Angel. I need you....I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I am not an early morning person. Only if I get my 7 or 8 hours sleep. Another early day on Thursday. I am so tired and I am meeting Anthony for dinner. I want a nap. I hope you pull some jobs for 2013. I can't even buy a D&D coffee. Please. I love you with all my heart and I am so lost. I love you and miss you so much! Love, Mini .

Mom, A beautiful sky tonight. Thank you. Very sad. I can not believe it has been eleven months. I feel guilty for not making changes in my life. I want to make you proud. I know I need to do some things. I hope Peter can get a job and we can sell the house. I miss calling you. I just miss everything. I feel so empty. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I can feel the sickness at the gym and not going yo the gym while on vacation. It felt like I was never there. But it did feel good. I enjoy it. It was a gorgeous weather day today. Hard to believe it is winter. I did see some butterflies across the street today. Going to relax before another work week. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Long day,but enjoyable. Anthony is in town. Spent the day with him. It was a gorgeous day! I guess I have to root for the Ravens now. There was a lot of stars out tonight. I love looking up and seeing you. I hope it is in the cards for Me to have a better year. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Whew! TGIF! It has been a long week. It felt like an eternity with being sick. Do you get sick in Heaven? Or is it illness free! Everything is free. We need jobs!!!! Or to sell your house. Neither is going very well. I am looking forward to relaxing and sleeping in! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very long day today. I am tired and looking forward to the weekend and Anthony is coming for a visit. Lots of sickness going around. Send some healing powers. Thank you for Your bright star and all the others this morning. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Hump Day! It seems like this sickness is going around. Say some extra prayers for everyone. Tomorrow is an early day at work, but then I get out early which is good. Remember the jobs for 2013. Remember You are my Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another day down. Started to feel scrappy again. Going to have to hit the NyQuil. Please keep an Eye on all of us who are sick. It is going around. I did go to the gym. It felt good. Remember jobs in 2013!! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, It seems like sickness is going around. Send some miracle powers our way. Look over Lorraine's surgery tomorrow. Toby's was canceled. I feel better today. I hope the crux is on its way out. I love you and miss you. So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Head feeling better. I saw a butterfly across the street when I came home. I guess you didn't want to get too close if I am sick. Thanks for the football wins today. Go Denver! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Still feeling sick. Still in bed. I dressed as warm as I could. I hope I am better for work on Monday. It is tough to work when you are sick. More football today! Go Ravens and Seahawks. Be my Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I feel horrible. I don't know if it is cold or sinuses. Ugh. I dressed as warm as I could in MD. Who are you rooting for in the Playoffs? Go Denver? Remember the jobs for 2013. Sell the house.....so we can go to Italy in 2014. You will finally get to go! Hopefully a hot shower will open me up. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I know you are with me because Kage howled last night. Thank you. Back to work, it was ok. My head is hurting. I think change in the weather. My heart is always hurting. Hope to plan for Italy in 2014. Sell this house! I love you and miss you So Much! I'd like an Ipad too! Love, Mini

Mom, It was So great to see You as s butterfly this morning on my way to the gym and when I was outside with the dogs. Lets me know you are right over my shoulder watching over me. I need it. Sorta down today. Jobs for 2013. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy New Year! Keep a watchful eye on my plane today and all the other flights in the sky. It is now 2013, Jobs, jobs, jobs. It has been very happy and sad to be back in Elkton. Surely not the same without you. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, My heart starts to beat real fast and my eyes fill up with tears as I think that this year is ending and a new one beginning.....without You. The months just keep passing away, but the pain is so real, strong and still at the surface. I know I can not turn back time and only concentrate on the future, but this time heals all wounds is not doing a very good job. You are the Best Mom Ever and you have taught me so much besides stubborness. Not a second of a day goes by that I do not think of you and miss you terribly!!!!! Say hello and Happy New Year to everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, No miracle for the phone. If you didn't want me to use it, your message is clear. Now I need another Miracle. A Giants win. A Redskins win. A Bears Loss and a Vikings loss. If not, I have to root for the ohter Manning brother! Going to have dinner over at Jen's, hopefully everyone will show up. I do miss the family. I am very alone in Florida. Nothing turned out as I had hoped. I just hope for better times in 2013. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, As you know we had a little bit of snow here in Elkton. Enough to make it look pretty and enough to make a mess on the roads. Still no phone. I am sorry. I did take a few pictures of the snow. I saw Your Star last night and you were right above the house. I am so cold. I am sure when I get back to Florida I will get sick. Remember jobs for 2013. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I hope you got my message yesterday. What a nightmare with this phone. I hope and pray today is the day. I don't even want to get my hopes up. i am more allergic to Kathy's little dog than Kage and Holly. My eyes are on fire and constant sneezing. Time to take a pill. Chance of snow tomorrow, a light dusting would be nice. I had your stuffing on the 25th, it was Very Yummy! Brings back good memories. Remember new jobs for 2013 for All! Remember You are My Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Really? Are you punishing me for buying myself a phone and not paying the mortage??? I have had enough with these Straight Talk people. Ugh. i have more patience than I thought. I want to put a big hole in the wall. Very cold here in Elkton. Chance of snow on Saturday. Please help with the phone issue to be resolved tomorrow and a safe flight back on Tuesday. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A cold dreary day here in Elkton. It was flurrying a little bit earlier, now it is sleeting. Snuggle couch weather. Returning the phone was easy, but trying to activate it has turned into a nightmare. Please keep an eye on the situation. Remember jobs for everyone in 2013. Remember you are my Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Merry Christmas! Had a nice dinner with the family. It was nice to have Peter there, I do miss and worry about him. My eyes filled with tears when I was told my gifts were weird. All I can say is I tried. The kids were so cute playing with their gifts. Reminded Us of our piles when were young. We went and saw some Christmas Lights, but then we had to go by the hospital. That made me very sad. Very, very sad. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Merry Christmas Eve! Merry Christmas! Thank you for the light dusting of snow. I know that came from you. I hope tomorrow can be an enjoyable day and I will remember how happy you were last year to open up your new tupperware in Sunbridge. These past months have been extremely difficult. I hope to make you proud of me in 2013. Life is just not the same without you. Kathy, Peter and myself are all lost without you in our own special way. Thank you for all the butterflies, Stars and Guardian Angel pennies. I know you are always watching over me. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I saw your bright star tonight in the freezing cold. I also saw my breath. My toes feel like a popsicle. I know we are all dealing with your passing in our own way, maybe you can send Peter some guidance. Me too. Jobs for 2013. Remember to be My Guardian Angel. I love you and miss You So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Very cold here in Elkton . It was very strange not to stay in Your house or to come in and give you a hug and kiss. It was very good to see everyone. Keep us all in Your prayers. We all need and miss you. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, What is going on up there? The weather has taken a drastic change. Cold and windy. The sun is still shining. I see there is a snow storm out there. Are you watching it closely???????????????????????? Crazy day at work, but it is done and over with and time to relax. Remember you are my Guardian Angel now and forever. I love you and miss you So Much! Watch over Us all! Love, Mini

Mom, A very long day and a busy one. Trying to set up my new IPod, I sure do feel technically challenged at times. I have to keep up with the times.....I took the day off from the gym. It is only supposed to be 70 tomorrow, brrrr, it will feel like winter. I hope you don't get bored with me messages. I know you know what I do everyday because you are right there with me. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Survived another hump day! I think I will make it! Yeah! I know you are watching over Me and the rest of the family. I just want happiness and jobs for everyone in 2013. I know I control some of that, but would you help? A little cooler today. Very nice. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Kinds warm weather for December. You would love it! I guess it is perfect weather everyday in Heaven. Another busy day down in the books. Thank you for your bright shining star as I opened up the door. Please make 2013 a better year for all. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, All the stars are out tonight! A very busy day at work today. The gym was crowded but I managed to get on all my machines. Dinner was very yummy. So overall for a Monday it was good. Remember to be My Guardian Angel and new jobs for everyone in 2013. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, May I ask for a Sunday Miracle? A Giant's win! Please. I saw you fluttering around in the yard today! Smile. Taking it easy today. It is going to be a tough, busy week! Remember to look over the families in Connecticut. So sad. Remember to bring bee jobs for the new year! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A busy day from start to finish. I slept in a little, but I did my workout at the gym. Did a bunch of chores and fought the people at the mall. It was crazy there. Laundry is done and going to unwind. I did sneak in a trip to D&D! Go Giants! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Going to a funeral tonight. It is going to be tough since today is ten months. Ugh. I must do the right thing. Thank you for the cooler weather. Work is going to get crazier every day, but I will deal with it one day at a time. Toby's surgery has been postponed. Keep the prayers coming for all. Jobs for Everyone in the New Year. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Finally a break in the weather. It has been a long week, getting busier each day. I will be glad when it is all over but sad at how fast time flies. Sorry to disappoint you about the mortgage and being stuck in a rut. Please put in a good word for me with a job and life. Had some D&D tonight. Going to relax. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another hot and humid day. It is over the hump day. I went to the dentist. He said I have beautiful teeth and gums. Yeah! Good short workout at the gym. Remember to keep Us all in your prayers. Going to relax and enjoy the quiet. The dogs say Woof to you! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, What a hot and humid day! Yucky! I did see Your Star this morning and tonight. That always makes me smile and feel like you are right there. Tomorrow is the dentist. Pray all goes well! Going to relax. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another Monday down the tubes! It was quite warm today for being December. How about pushing a cold front this way? Thank you for the giant Giants win! Yeah! I had a good tough leg workout today. I was sweating like a pig. It has been cloudy, so. I haven't seen your Star :( I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, You are going to make it difficult today! Cowboys and Redskins had to win???? The Saints don't have a Playoff chance, so please let the Giants win. Please. The weekends go by so fast. Keep everyone in your prayers. Send some jobs our way. Pull some overtime on the Guardian Angel duties. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, A very nice day today. I also saw your Star last night. It was the brightest in the sky by far. Feeling kinds sad tonight. More than usual. Hopefully it is just PMS. I had a great workout at the gym. It is always refreshing, but I am not sure if it clears my head. I hope since your team will not reach the Playoffs, you will root for The Giants this weekend! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, TGIF. Where does time go? Before I know it, it will be next year. Anthony is coming in for the weekend. I am excited. I miss him. I hope you are arranging some good jobs for the MD crew. So do they have Christmas decorations in Heaven? Well you have the real thing! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, As the days get closer to the holiday, I feel a lot of hats or disgust and just want it to be over. The only thing I feel thankful for is the family. I have left and my health. Very lonely. I need to keep the promise to myself and make changes in 2013. Sorry. I had to vent. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Yeah! Happy over the hump day! A very stressful day..but I made it through. Only a cardio day at the gym. So I got home at a decent time and relaxed and made a homemade piazza. Yummy! Remember to put in some overtime Guardian Angel hours! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Well it seems like the family has more than one Blacksheep! Very sad! A crazy day at work, but I survived. I treated myself with apple pie. Yummy. Today is Bailey's birthday. I wish you were here to watch them grow up. They are very cute! Keep up your Guardian Angel duties. Jobs. Sell the house. Giants Need to win! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, For a Monday it was a good day. It started with a nice Butterfly gift from Fran. It is very nice. Work went smooth, so that is always a plus. A good workout at the gym and seeing your Star always makes me happy!!! I hope you are settled in up in Heaven, because I know we are not down here. If you can pull some extra Guardian Angel hours we need it. We need to sell your house and find everyone jobs! Go Giants! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Where does the weekend go? It was gorgeous all weekend. I am happy to say You were fluttering around me when I was pushing the mower. Smile. Thank you. Spent most of the day with Jack. It was nice. Relaxing now. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I had an eventful day today. The weather was perfect!!! I saw your bright Star tonight too. The weekend goes way too fast too! I did have a nice long workout at the gym!!!! I washed my bedding and doing some laundry now so I have more time to relax tomorrow. As each day gets closer to the holiday it will get busier and busier and more stressful. Someone came to look at your house today. Please send them a vibe to buy it and send some jobs to your family in Elkton who need it. I would like a better job too if I can ask! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, TGIF! Another work week down the tubes. As the holiday comes closer I just want it to be over, but then it will be closer to one year. The time has flown by and I haven't changed a thing. I am so sorry to disappoint you. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I saw your Star tonight. Very beautiful, just like you. I didn't win the PowerBall, but I did get some good news. Only one more work day. I hope you are working on giving everyone in MD jobs for Christmas. I just want happiness. An Ipad too. Ha ha. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, What a beautiful Moon. Can you see it from Heaven? Do you look down or up at it? It was a decent Wednesday at work. Thank you So Much for excusing me from Jury Duty. I had a good workout at the gym and some D&D waiting in the fridge. A decent day. Relaxing now. I love you and miss you So Much! Love. Mini

Mom, Thank you for answering my prayers today. I am a believer. I survived the drive to Jury Duty and survived the day. I also smiled when I saw your star tonight. I feel closer to you tonight. I needed that. Now. Send me the Powerball numbers! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, What a beautiful night. It was a decent Monday. Now, pull some strings for a quick Jury Duty tomorrow...... I hope you are getting settled in up in Heaven. Each day is still so sad for me. You truly are the Best Mom ever and I really miss you. Guide over Us and give us strength and send jobs to MD. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Well I guess I didn't win the Powerball. Oh, how great it would be. I would sure try to buy happiness. A gorgeous weather weekend. I did wash my car and get my watch fixed. Too bad I had to work today. Florida won, now I hope the Giants win tonight. I survived one major holiday, the next one will be extremely difficult. I will count on you as always to make it through. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Well things happen in three's or fours? Well closet bar is fixed. Shower door fixed. Car was fixed, but now I need a watch battery and for the Gatorade to win! Today was a gorgeous day, too bad I spent it doing a dry run to the courthouse and Home Depot. Hopefully tomorrow will be nice too! Doing my hair and laundry and maybe D&D after? I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Survived another Black Friday. I hope it is my last. Will you push that prayer to the top of the list? I am Thankful for what I have, but I do miss everyone and the family setting. Please remember to be My Guardian Angel and everyone else's too! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Thanksgiving! I sure do miss the days in NJ. All the family, fun, football and food. Most of the family is in Heaven now. I saw your Star and all the rest on my way to work this morning. Nice. Keep us all safe tonight. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Thanksgiving. I hope you enjoy your day with the family in Heaven. I know you will be missed and your Stuffing! I saw your Star tonight. I hope it gives Me strength for tomorrow. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Well this is sure a week I want to go by fast. Ugh. Another crazy day. So much to do I feel as though I am spinning in a circle. I went to put my gymbag in the car and I saw Your Star and the rest of the family. I will sleep well. I hope you can jump to the front of the line and send some Jobs to Maryland. I hope you get to make your stuffing in Heaven! I know it will be a hit and never ending. I am SO Very Thankful that you are my Mom! I love you and miss yo So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, If today is how the week began oh my. It was a doozy for a Monday. One day at a time. There was a bad accident near work today, a fatality. I know I need to breathe and take it one day at a time and work the stress and aggression off at the gym. There is a cool breeze tonight. Time to open the window. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another day down in the books. I had to work today and went in when it was still dark out so I was able to see your Star this morning!!! A good way to start my day! I did see you fluttering around in the backyard earlier today too! Double Whammy! I guess you know I needed it. It is going to be a tough week. Send some jobs and good health to everyone. I will think of you always and your stuffing this week. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Michelle

Mom, It was a gorgeous day today. Too bad it went by too fast. I have to work a half day tomorrow is hell week. I hope it goes by quickly. I know time surely has. I learned how to make coffee today. I didn't do too much today, trying to finish my book. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, TGIF! Another work week done. The next one will be a tough one. Give me the strength to make it through. I know it will not be smooth. I hope your plan for the future has some good things in it for the whole family. It has been a horrible nine months. I continue to struggle, but all I can do is hope and pray. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, It is a cloudy night so I did not see your star. I don't like this time change for many reasons. The early darkness and the early brightness! I had a nice treat at D&D. I had a crappy evening so I treated myself. Gorgeous flowers would make me smile. No red. Send some wellness to Kathy, she has been sick. Some jobs too. I love you and miss So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Today was an overall good day. I just saw your star so I will have a good night. It was a peaceful day at work. A light workout at the gym. Mother Nature blessed me, so I didn't feel to well. I had yummy hot pizza with Fran, Jack and Lorraine. I did turn down D&D. Tired. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another day of work down the tubes. Tomorrow will be hump day. I hope it is a good day. I miss seeing my Star in the morning. It always started my day off right. I hope your plan for all of Us includes jobs for everyone in Md. I think today is Kathy's Mark's birthday? This date sticks in my mind for something. Give him a hug and kiss for me. Going to go relax. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Well I guess this is the beginning of the Holiday rush at work. A crazier than normal Monday. It is crazy how the time is flying by. I know I am still stuck in the same situation. I am glad that my car started. I hope you can send a buyer for your house or some jobs to Maryland!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Well I wake up to my car not starting again. It did it last night too. The Gatorade almost lost to a no name team. The Giants lose to a losing team! But I see your Saints pulled off an Almighty. I think you pulled some strings for that! How about some jobs??????? My car is fixed and it was under warranty. I hope tomorrow is better. I did have D&D today! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, just thinking about you and really miss you and your wisdom. Please guide us through these tough times. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Whew...they changed their website. I am not ready for the day I can not write to you anymore. Eventhough I know you hear my thoughts all day long. A gorgeous chilly day. It seems like The Elkton Curve missed the snow from the storm. I have the windows open here. I love the brisk cool fresh air. It has been a long day. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, getting nervous and sad about my trip. I am sad because You are always the first person I would call when I land, I guess now I just look up. Your son has no qualms about the mortage not being paid, I know if you were alive you'd be pissed! Gather your friends and family up there and keep Toby in your thoughts, she needs some heart surgery tomorrow. I hope Kathy had a dry concert, I bet she is tired. Totally forgot it was a holiday, just another day. I hope you had a BBQ for me. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, it is very difficult for me to go visit Toby in the hospital, it is way too soon and just brings everything right to the surface, being on oxygen, needing to be bathed, she is very fussy like you to the staff, just very hard. I hope you pushed the rain away for Kathy's concert. I saw you fluttering around in the yard today, very nice. Doing my hair and trying to relax. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, it was a nice day today, not too hot and a nice breeze. I saw you fluttering in the yard today. I did some packing for my trip. I hope you make the weather nice for me in Hawaii. Keep the prayers going for Toby. I had a nice relaxing day today. Doing laundry and relaxing. Are you getting ready for football? Do you have an advantage with picks up there? I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Anniversary Mom & Dad! Today I had to do one of hardest and most beautiful thing in my life. Mom, you are still very stubborn. This morning, I almost didn't think you wanted me to abide by your wishes! I brought you both back to The Beach. It was very beautiful, I hope you were watching from above, all of you. I also let go some balloons, did they reach you yet? Gayle's Mom had a stroke today, so if you can gather some extra prayers........I slept with you and Dad in my bed last night and I felt so Loved and slept so well, thank you. I do feel a bit different, but it still hurts. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, well tomorrow is your anniversary with Dad, you will finally be together, don't do anything crazy!! I saw your bright star this morning, thank you! Where are my butterflies??? I haven't been in the backyard so they could be buzzing around. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I've had a weird dream about you the last few nights, what are you trying to tell me? Or is it me trying to tell you? Hmm. I could hear your voice in the back of my head today while I was cutting the grass and cleaning the mower after I was done! It looks very nice. I haven't seen the butterflies, but I did see the shiny star this morning. Thank you. Say Hello to everyone up there for me. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, well should I thank you or someone else for me getting my cycle early, it is all good, that way I will not have it for vacation. I saw some really pretty birds in the yard today? Did you change??? Maybe you can have Harvey and Kathy catch two foul balls, one for me! Thinking of you all the time. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, what a crazy day, we had a lot of squalls come through and it has been a wet day. Pray for WPB, they are under water.......work was quiet, but very busy with things needing to be done. The gym was crazy crowded, but relaxing now and yawning. Keep Gayle and her family in your prayers tomorrow, it will be one year for her brother. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, well I guess you can alter a hurricane, but you can't get Peter to keep a job??? I don't understand how he can't learn. Thank you for keeping us safe. Watching football. Who are you picking???? I will miss you calling me for advice for the picks, it won't be the same. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, a very dreary day today and awaiting to see what this storm will bring. I hope you keep us safe from up above. Just relaxing and doing laundry and relaxing. I hope you are enjoying your new life up in Heaven, I really miss you, I constantly think, I have to call Mom this, call Mom that, then I stop and the sadness overcomes me, again and again. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I just feel so sad and lonely today. Maybe it is the weather and pre PMS?? Hopefully we will just get some wind and rain from the storm, nothing major. I wonder how a hurricane looks from up above looking down on it??? Hmm. I found a Guardian Angel penny at Publix, thank you, I needed it! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, well today is all about Marc, I know he is right next to you, so tell him I love and miss my Marc-y-poo! We've had so much loss in our family. Mom, ia Dad all gray?? Or do they have Just For Men in heaven? I saw you fluttering around in the yard this evening. Do your magic with Mother Nature about this storm. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I saw you shining again this morning, thank you. Tomorrow will be another tough day, it has been a tough month. We are preparing for a possible hurricane threat, so we stocked up on a few supplies. It is raining now, so I didn't have a chance to look for you as a butterfly. Remember you are my Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, once again the first thing I saw when I opened the front door was your star, the brightest one in the sky. Also when I came home two orange butterflies were frolicking in the driveway! Decent day at work and the gym. Time to relax and unwind. Remember to send Peter a Happy Birthday Wish, maybe a cold shiver down his spine, or smoke in his face? Too much? Sorry. He hasn't learned or changed. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, first thing I saw when I opened the front door this morning was You twinkling back at me, the brightest star in the sky, bam, eye-level as soon as I opened the door. A very good way to start off Monday. Today was good for a Monday, didn't get much done, but no aggravation! Thinking of you always! Love you and Miss you!! P.S. Light a fire under the person with thosw initials! Love, Mini

Mom, sorry I didn't write yesterday, I did light a candle for You and everyone in Heaven with you at church and prayed for peace and answers. I am sorry. I hope to see the butterflies this afternoon. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, we had such a horrific thunderstorm it was crazy. Glad the work week is over, hard to believe summer is almost over too! Someone at work took a picture of a cloud that looked like an Angel, it was eerie cool. I hope for a good relaxing weekend and put in some extra prayers for the Giants and Yankees. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, a very long day, my body is ready to shut down along with my eye lids....I did see you outside when I took the dogs outside...always make me smile, I also saw the brightest star in the sky the last two mornings on my way to work. Relaxing now and hoping for good sleep. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, another over the hump day. I guess you should be all settled in up there in Heaven by now. Are you in a gardening club? Or do you make fun of us down here?? I most honestlly say this has been the worst six months of my life, job, home, just everything. I know it is time for change...I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, well it is hard to believe six months has passed by, life has gone on, but I have not lived my life. It is crazy how fast time flies and you never know about tomorrow. That is why they say live everyday to the fullest as if it is your last because it could be. I sure do wish you were still here, I need a To-Do list and many other things. Not a second of the day goes by that I don't think about you and miss you. Remember, You are my Guardian Angel! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, well today is my last day of peace and quiet. It went by really fast, just like tomorrow is six months and it is on a Tuesday too. Ugh. I am still struggling with accepting that you are not coming back. Union hospital was sometimes your first home. I am so sorry I couldn't help you. I miss you so much. I hope you can give Peter a swift kick in the ass from Heaven! Just work and pay the mortage! Say hello to everyone for me. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I was hoping the furniture sale would be a success, it was a bust, maybe because it was Sunday? Did sell a few things. I saw you fluttering around. I did a little sunburn and we cleaned up before the rain came. Very tired, it was Very hot today and I was up very early. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, As The Platter still spins in Elkton, nothing but drama and tension. Ugh. Please send some peace and happiness that way for everyone. Did some yardwork today and hope the furniture sale goes well tomorrow, no rain till it is all sold. I saw you buzzing my head when I was weed whacking!!! Checking up on me. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, it was a gloomy day today. I hope Peter can keep this job since Mark isn't working now, whew, seems like we just can not catch a break! Going to try and keep myself busy this weekend, there is always yardwork to do, and the grass needs to be cut. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I saw you this morning as soon as I opened the front door. The biggest brightest star in the sky! Thank you. You always know when I need you! I saw you fluttering around in the backyard too! Double thank you!! I cleaned up some dead palm froms in the yard and now it is relax time. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, very busy day at work today, I am alone on Wednesday's, it sure does make the day go by quickly. Early to work tomorrow....ugh....I saw you and Dad in the PTBB today, it always makes me smile. It is hard to believe it will be six months in a few days. So sad and not any easier.....I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, sorta down and out today. Sorry. Took a nap after work and now in bed. I am going to need some extra looking after this next week. Get all the gang together and spread those wings over me. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, what a long day! Whew. I am tuckered out. Busy day at work, with work and customers! Even the gym was packed today, but I got to do just about every machine I needed too. Cloudy rainy day, I did not see you in the yard, must be taking a day off. Remember, you are My Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, a better day today. I did my normal Sunday chores and took a mid day nap! Nice. I see the whole gang fluttering around the PTBB. So nice. This time next month, I hope to be on a beach in Hawaii!!! Do you and Dad want to go????? I sure do miss you, thought of you even more so at the gym. These last two weeks have been tough on me and I don't see this week being any better. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I saw you and Dad on the cocoon again. You must be making up for lost time. The last week has been tough. I can't believe this month will be six months. It seems like it was only last week. It still hurts so much. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I saw you and Dad on a cocoon again today. We have a huge community. I could charge admission, I have my own Butterfly World in the backyard. We had some horrific downpours today and one this one loud crack of thunder that scared me so much I couldn't scream! I hope all is going well up in Heaven and you are adjusting. It absolutely sucks here as you know. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, why didn't you hit me over the head years ago??? I will admit that you were right and I am stupid! Charlie came in full force today, my tummy hurts, going to take it easy and hope tomorrow is better. I haven't been outside to see if you are fluttering around, but I am headed that way soon. I found a Guardian Angel penny today, I really need you!!! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, well I am glad it is over the hump day, I know Charlie is coming, I want that to come and go! Work was peaceful and I did a nice workout at the gym, a lot of sweat. I saw You and the Gang fluttering around, but nobody in the PTBB......we had a nice downpour, maybe it will cool it off? Remember you are my Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, a fairly decent day so far. It is very hot outside. I am taking a day off from the gym. I didn't see you protecting a cocoon, but I saw you flying around. I hope you are listening to me when I talk, I can only hope and pray. Going to relax and enjoy my evening. Say hello to everyone for me. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I saw that you and Dad were busy again in the Palm Tree Butterfly bush. I guess it has been a long time. Peaceful day at work, no major dilemas. Good workout at the gym, now going to relax before bed. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I saw you this morning, but you would not move or put down your wings. I also saw a beautiful thing today, I saw you and Dad protecting a cocoon. When I came back later to look the cocoon was gone, but I found more cocoons and catapillars in the palm tree. Very beautiful. Mom, you were right all along. I was basically kicked in the mouth today. Something I always knew, but it feels much different when you actually hear it. Pain. Sadness. Remember you are my Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, well it must be getting crowded up in Heaven. I just can not believe it is always the same room in the funeral home. I am sure you know all of this. Make sure you make Mark's Grandma feel welcome. I am sure you know your son lasted one day at work. It sure does piss me off! I have a feeling I am going to have to support him for the rest of my life. Say some extra prayers for us all. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, You were fluttering around the palm tree and I stuck my finger out and you circled it, but would not land on it......tease....an extremely tough day at work, but glad it is all over....I hope to enjoy and relax this weekend. Say hello to everyone for me, keep praying for us all, and remember you are my Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, it has been an exhausting week, I am looking forward to tomorrow!!! Went to the gym, had dinner and then met Fran and Jack at D&D. It is amazing, a lot of the same people were there from Friday night. It must be the local hangout! Hopefully the Three Stooges went to work again. Keep the prayers coming. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, it has been an emotional week, I guess the extra feelings from Monday are lingering besides the normal everyday sadness. I wish I could get one more hug and......pray real hard the Three Stooges can keep this job, Peter has been the lazy landlord, nothing really changed. It was very hot today, I couldn't even get my sunglasses out of the holder, they were Hot! I just keep trying to say to myself you were suffering and did not enjoy life, now you are no longer in pain, but it hurts as if it was yesterday. Sorry, I'm so emotional, maybe pre PMS. I want you to know I am always thinking about you. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, well hopefully this is a turning point for this sucky year??!! I will keep my fingers crossed and send some extra prayers that the whole job situation works out for everyone. I saw a real hatched butterfly today, it was really neat. I saw you outside and your orange friend, is that Marc messing with his hair again? Yesterday was very difficult, more so than everyday, next month too. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom & Dad, well it has been over twenty years and you are finally together, it makes this day even harder. Half of my family is gone. Please watch over us and let us live a happy, yet peaceful life. I miss you All so much! I finished the grass today, I couldn't leave it the way it was. In work early the next three days. Ugh. I saw you following me with the lawnmower! Smile :) I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, we had some serious storms come through here today, wind blowing like crazy. I got the front lawn cut and then the skies opened up. Very tired. All my chores are done except making my lunch for tomorrow. I hope Mark gets that job, push ahead some extra prayers.....for all of us....I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I loved my massage yesterday and I loved my Dunkin Donuts! I was outside today and a unique exotic orange butterfly flew to the ground about one foot in front of me, was that you? I saw the black and yellow butterflies too, bunches of them. Always makes me feel good. My throat is hurting today and I just feel off, took some NyQuil and going to sleep. I could use your cough medicine. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, whew, sure is hot, must be summer. Crazy week, I am going to relax tonight and then go for my first ever massage, I am looking forward to it, it had better be good. I saw you fluttering around when I let the dogs out, always makes me smile. Monday will be a hard day. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I got my new discover card in the mail today with butterflies on it! I saw the whole gang outside when I let the dogs out earlier. Very tired and it is very hot. Going to try and go to bed early. I booked my trip to Hawaii. I am so excited. Should I take you and Dad? And leave some of you there? Hmmm. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I let the dogs out and you were fluttering by the palm tree and then Dad came over too and you were all over, I put my finger out, but you didn't come to land on it yet. Very hot today! Another early day tomorrow, getting ready to go sweat in the AC gym. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, just about fell asleep and forgot to write. Long exhausting day, mentally and physically. A lot of rain today, I guess that is better than HEAT! Actually cooled it off some here. Going to brush my teeth and call it a night. Always on my mind and always thinking about you. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, what a long day, and tomorrow will seem longer since I have to get up early. No gym today, a rest day, it is all cloudy and rainy, so good day to relax. I hope all is ok in MD, Kathy must be enjoying her vacation, I hope nothing is wrong. Still planning my trip to Hawaii, maybe I will take you and Dad there? I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, wow, how the weekends go so fast! The next two weeks at work are going to be tough. One day at a time, I guess with everything. Saw Madagascar 3, it was cute and funny. Do you see movies in Heaven? Say hello to everyone. Going to rest for the remainder of the weekend. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, you have been right all along. I can still hear your words in my head. Give me strength to do the right thing, or the winning lottery numbers. Relaxed in the sun for a bit today, there was a nice breeze. Thank you. I also pulled some weeds. I got a little sunburn, but it has been a long time. Always thinking about you! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, out late! I went to dinner with Jack and then Dunkin Donuts. Way past my bedtime. It was definetly a Friday the 13th, some good, some bad. I guess it is all good up in Heaven. Hopefully the weather is good this weekend, can you put in a request for me? Say Hi to everyone for me. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, another long day, but the reset is done. I saw you in the front and back yard. Thank you. The next few weeks are going to be busy at work, actually the next few months. The store is being remodeled. Ugh. I was thinking about you extra today while I was st the gym. I truly miss you. It just breaks my heart. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, well I am sure glad it is over the hunp day, but another early day tomorrow. I hope this modular is easier than the last. I saw you in the yard when I was outside with the dogs. I went to the gym, dinner done, lunches made, now it is time to relax. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, whew, late night out for me on a school night and I went to work early too! Had wings tonight with Fran and Jack. I thought of you! We also went to D&D! It was a good night. I saw you, Dad and Marc fluttering around in the yard earlier with the dogs. I always like seeing you in the yard. Going to try and go to bed. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, whew, they should do away with Monday's. It was a tough one. In early tomorrow, ugh! Do you think I can keep your purple plant alive? My thumb is not so green. Hopefully the weather is better in MD so Kathy and Harvey can enjoy their vacation. I need one too, the last one really sucked. I sure do miss you, it just doesn't seem right. I hope you are reading these messages and my mind and sad heart. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, it was a nice day, part sunshine and part cloudy. I went tp the gym and did my chores when I got home and then took a litle powernap when it rained! I saw the whole gang fluttering around in the yard! I always love that! Had the rest of the ribeye steak, yummy! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, some of that Hot weather is pushing its way down here. Kinda steamy today. Very quiet here, the boys left for NY. It will just be the three original kids for one month. Did a little yardwork, I know you saw me because you were right up in my face as I was trimming the palm tree. Checking up on me. I have two garbage cans and three black bags of clippings! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, TGIF! I did a crazy workout at the gym today, I had to work off the big lunch I ate! Sprayed around the pool and house for ants and cleaned the pool filter in hopes of taking a swim tomorrow. I never stop thinking about you! Remember, you are My Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I still go to call you when I am leaving work. It is just so hard to really believe and accept that you are gone from Earth. You are such a fighter, and you always came home. Why now? Sorry to be selfish, I just miss you. I saw you, Dad, and Marc while I was outside, that always brightens my day. I try to keep thinking you are no longer suffering. I am sorry you were in pain, I wish I could've helped more. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Fourth of July! I think Kathy and myself are connected....we both needed ice for our boo boos today at work. It was busy! Just another day of the week. I hope you are having a good time up there. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy day before the Fourth of July! Just another work day for me and the gym closes early so I have the night off! I hope you all have fun up in Heaven! Keep those prayers coming and remember you are My Guardian Angel! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Monday's sure are miserable, some was good and some bad. Don't ever try to plan your day at work....going to be busy with the holiday coming. Don't party too hard! I saw you fluttering around in the yard, that is always good! Going to relax. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, was so tired I slept in till 8:40 this morning. That is late for me. I did finish my chores and washed my car. Please give a break to everyone with the heat! It is hotter home than in Florida! Going to call it an early night. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I went to church and lit a candle for everyone and prayed. Just finished dinner....I had a salad, don't yell. Did a good workout at the gym. I hope to relax and sleep in. I have been really tired. I saw you briefly in the yard. Oh yeah, I have you in my pocket too! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I hope you give me the strength to do the right thing...I love the plaque and I love you! Another long day of work and the gym. I had to unclog the pool vacuum and I saw you fluttering around. That always make me smile. Say hello to everyone for me and don't party too hard for the 4th this weekend and next. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Thank you. It is beautiful. I cried. I can you hear you inside my head to get my To Do list done and all the other things we've spoken about. I have always and will continue to try and make you proud and be the best person I can be. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, some days I feel as though I am between a rock and a hard place. I do know I am thw only one that can make changes. Ugh. Decent day at work. Good workout at the gym. They are expecting company at work so they want us there at five, ugh. Going to try and relax now. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

They say that it gets easier with time but, time seems to be standing still. The more things change, the more they stay the same, as I am sure you already see. Not a day goes by that you are not in my thoughts, miss you more than you know...

Mom, I hope you can have Kathy and Harvey catch two foul balls, one for me! We were very windy today, the outer bands of the storm Debby. I hope you made nice with Mother Nature. I love you and Miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I saw you fluttering around when I took out the garbage this afternoon. Just relaxing and watching TV and thinking about you. Going to try and go into work early tomorrow. Remember you are My Guardian Angel. I love you and Miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, another good workout at the gym. The weather is really crappy, but I did see you flying around outside. All my chores are done for the day I am going to take it easy, maybe go to Dunkin Donuts....I am always thinking about you and missing you and wondering if you are watching us down here? I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I got up early and did a nice long workout at the gym. It is one of those dreary days, but I did pull a few weeds and pick up dog poop! I saw at least six of you fluttering around in the backyard. That always makes me feel so good. Thank you. Going to relax and see what tonight brings??? Hmm D&D? I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, whew, this work week seemed to drag on. TGIF. I am hoping the weather will cooperate, could you help with that?? I did see you flying around in the yard before the rain came. I think I am going to relax, I went to the gym already so the night is free. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I hope you have gathered everyone to say some extra prayers for Fran and her Mom! Tomorrow is Michelle's birthday, send some good prayers her way too! Early day at work today, I am exhausted. I am looking forward to pajamas and some TV. Thinking of you all the time. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, a rainy dreary day today. Make sure you gather everyone up in Heaven and say some prayers for Fran and her Mom. Her Mom might need surgery. I hope all is going well. I truly do wonder what it is like. I guess everyone has their own version. Remember to keep up on your Guardian Angel duties! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I saw you fluttering around in the yard. Thank you. It is going to be Hot in Elkton on Thursday, it could be 100. You definetly would have trouble breathing! Say some extra prayers for Fran, her Mom and her friend Jen....Remember, You are My Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, well another work week started, not a bad day for a Monday, that is good. It is Charlie time and my tummy hurts, so I am going to take it easy at the gym. I even see you flying around here by the gym. You sure do get around. Ha .Ha. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Happy Father's Day Dad! Love you and miss you! Mom, wow, two absolutely perfect weather days this weekend. Gorgeous. Did some yardwork yesterday. Gym today and laundry and bedding and reorganizing some drawers...I did see you flying around in the yard. I saw pictures of Aaron, he has Peter's eyes, I hope in the end that is a good situation. Tell everyone I said Hi. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I took a nice long walk this morning and for part of the walk you were everywhere. Is that your way of saying you are watching over me and the rest of the family? I hope so. I hope you can send some Good luck this way. Enjoy Father's Day weekend. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, today is Mark's birthday, I hope it was a nice one. I was bending over in the backyard and when I looked up, there you were in my face :) thank you. Did some exercise, now time to relax. I guess you will spend Father's Day with Dad this year. I truly miss you all. I hope it is a special day for everyone. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, had a good day, did a lot at work today. House is so quiet and peaceful. Kage howled last night, I expected it and the visit, thank you. I felt bad for the dogs today, so I stayed home and let them play in the yard. Going to relax now. One more work day. Thinking of you all the time. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, made some more pictures of you today, they made me smile and sad at the same time. I am hoping for understanding from God as why he took you so young. I really know you were in pain and miserable, but it just truly sucks. I hope you are pain and worry free up there in Heaven. Say hello to everyone for me. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, well maybe things will be better the second half of the year. Kathy found my Tic Tacs, yeah! A lady at work had a bunch of pictures of plants and things, and there you were perched on a plant. She said butterflies mean New Beginnings........we can only hope. I made some pictures of you today. I am very sorry your retirement you were always sick. I really miss you. I hope the pain is gone, now we just have the pain in our hearts. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, keep your fingers crossed Peter gets a job, gather everyone up for a prayer session. I am very tired, the gym wore me out today, and it is hot! Finally spoke with Kathy, it has been a few days. Send a cake decorator her way to make life easier. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, everyone was out in full force today. I saw the whole gang and some new faces. Recruiting people to warm South Florida? It was So Hot today I didn't even go in the pool or wash my car. When I cleaned the pool filter I could feel the sun baking my skin through my clothes. Ouch. I think about you every second! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I saw you and the whole gang flying around today, it always makes me happy. A relaxing day today by the pool. I did clean my bathroom and vacuum my room and doing laundry. Tomorrow I hope the weather holds out for maybe some pool and yardwork. I want to wash my car too! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I saw you flying around in the yard today while I was in the pool. Kage was trying to open the door to come outside. I worked so much, I was thinking it was Saturday and I needed to do laundry tomorrow. I am rushing my three day weekend. Make it a pleasant one! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, what a long, busy day, but I can sleep in tomorrow! I let MaryAnne practice driving in my car, thank you for watching over Us. Finally went to the gym today, felt a little rusty on the treadmill, but I pushed myself. Always thinking of you! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, another Long day at work, but the worst is over. Hopefully it was a good day for Tyler's birthday! I am so tired, I might call it an early night. I am reminding you, that you are My Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, another long day at work means a three day weekend for me! Yeah! I hope you make it nice for Tyler's birthday party tomorrow. I truly miss you. It pains me to know you are gone and the family and kids were just getting to know you, it really saddens me, you missed out on a lot. Time is short and precious. You are Precious. I miss you dearly, I hope you know that! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, a long day at work for me today. I understand you were a big wind gust in your own backyard! I hope you sent a chill down his spine. I hope you approve of your new toilet. Both Kathy and I have a crazy week ahead, keep an extra eye out for us! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, what a nice day today. You were following me around with the lawnmower, I know you were checking to make sure I did it correctly. It is always good to see you flying around. I miss you so much! I got to take a dip in the pool too, so did Holly, she snuck in when I dove underwater. So, I gave her a bath. Thanks for the good weather. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, remember today is Jen's birthday and the Tyler's. I sure do wish you were still here to watch them grow up since you missed most of Jen and Mark's. So how does everyone look in Heaven? Old? Young? Hmm, I wonder. I have to work tomorrow, so it has been an easy day, doing laundry now...remember you are My Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, TGIF! I bet everyday is a weekend in Heaven. I went and saw a good movie tonight, Snow White and the Huntsman. It was enjoyable. Took the day off from the gym and trying to relax. I found a dime today, not a Guardian Angel penny. Thinking of you Always! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, whew, such a busy day, I can't wait for it to be over. I can't wait to put my pj's on and relax. Went to the gym and cooked dinner. I transferred the money for your toilet, it really sucks you are not there to use it. I hope they are treating your house with respect and are keeping it like you would want it. I really miss you. I still wish it is all a dream, a bad one. Take care of Us from above. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, a very busy day today. Work and the gym and I finally had some nice Hot pizza! It was very yummy! Not as good as Tony's, but the best I can get. I hope you have a overall plan brewing up there, are you still in control? I keep saying some extra prayers for me and others! I can't believe Peter had a good job and screwed it up, I want to choke him! Remember, you are my Guardian Angel, watch over Me and others. I love you and Miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom well you will finally get a new toilet. It took long enough. I hope you can send Peter a job. Also send some prayers to Rich and his family. I feel a little better today. The sky opened up again today but I was still at work. I think about you All the time. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I hope the whole family and friends got together to celebrate Memorial Day today. Just another work day here. The weather held out most of the day, the sky just opened up. I found a penny today, I hope it brings me good luck. Keep a watchful eye over us all! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, thanks for letting the sun shine a little longer today, but I think I got a little crispy. Feel a little better, but I don't want to spook myself. I hope work goes well, next week is inventory and everyone will be crazy....keep an eye on all of us, remember, you are Our Guardian Angel now, I miss you so much. I saw you fluttering around in the yard, that always makes me happy. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, feel like crap again today, I hope it is the last day. It was nice all day today and I wasn't out there. Keep an extra eye on Fran and her family today and the next few days, she is still suffering greatly. I wonder if you all will get together and have a nice BBQ with drinks and music? I hope so. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, feel like crap all Over Day 2. Ugh. In bed now, drank some ginger tea with honey and lemon. I hope you don't get sick in Heaven. I hope to wake up tomorrow and feel better. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, feel like crap today, body hurts all over. I am hoping it will be gone by the morning, going to take some NyQuil and call it a night. These five day work weeks really stinks! I am Always thinking about you. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I had a good check-up at the dentist. I guess one day I should get a check-up at the doctor too. No gym today, good thing, I got my cycle, feel blah on top of normal blah. Are you having Tony's pizza for his birthday? Tomorrow is Gayle's Dad's birthday too, invite him, get to know him. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, if you really are a fly in 108 Whitmore you need to keep buzzing around Peter's head, get him moving. Same ol' stuff here, tired of the rain already and it has only just begun. As long as we don't get any Hurricanes, I will take the rain. If you can pull some strings, ummm, the Yankees are at the bottom, can you move them up???? I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I saw you flying around by the dogs in the backyard. I guess you are not afraid of them now. Ha ha! Very emotional last night, I cried, I truly miss you. It sucks! I think my mind was playing tricks on me, because I have a Florida Gator pennant on my wall, but the reflection in the bathroom was a picture of Dad's face. I must have looked a million times. Maybe it is pre-PMS? I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I saw the whole gang flying around today. It was a nice day up until two....then the clouds rolled in. I had my bathing suit on, but didn't go in the pool, had my feet in. Another good day at the gym, now just relaxing before Monday comes. Hope all is going well up in Heaven. Remember you are my Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, you left just enough sunshine to get the grass cut! I saw you and your buddies flying around when I was weed whacking....you even came up close to my face....I know you were checking to make sure I do a good job. I know how you like the lawn! Had a good morning at the gym, felt good. Now it is all rainy and I am ready for a nap! It is the weather. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, TGIF, it was weird to work a Friday, I like four day work weeks! Another stormy afternoon. Are you in control of the weather? Have it rain overnight! I hope everyone is treating you well up in Heaven. Is is like present day up there or old times? I wonder. I just really miss you, not the same. I hope to see my butterflies tomorrow. Uncle Paul's friend from the Kwik Stop asked for him today, I told him he was in Heaven. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, another good day at work and the gym. It was raining so hard this morning the roads were flooded and I needed oars for my car. The weather has been very cloudy and rainy, so I have not seen you in the yard. Hope all is well, sure do miss you. Tell Marc Donna Summer will be joining you all, you can have an awesome disco party! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I can hear your voice so clearly in my head. I sure do miss you. It was a peaceful day at work today. I enjoyed the gym, another good workout. I was wondering if there is gambling in Heaven? If so, I hope you win big....I wish you could do direct deposit to me.....ha ha. You are always on my mind. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, well, I guess Peter blew it again! Don't you have any control up there? I really thought he had learned. Hmm. Had yummy wings tonight, very good! Tomorrow will be a tough day for Gayle and Toby. Go find Alan in Heaven and get to know him, Karl too! Always thinking about you! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, whew, a Busy day from start to finish. I am tired, I could just close my eyes and sleep till tomorrow. Do you sleep in Heaven? I hope you are no longer in pain up there. I hope there is No Smoking up there, have a drink instead. It just Totally Sucks without you here! If I must say so! Remember, you are My Guardian Angel! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Happy Mother's Day! I love you and miss you so much! I hope they are treating you extra, extra special up there. It just isn't the same without you. I feel such an emptiness, I miss my best friend. I hope you are enjoying your day, you deserve it! You are and always will be the Best Mom Ever! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, just wanted to wish you a Happy Mother's Day a day early. I hope you know you are missed so much. I will say some extra prayers tonight a church. Tomorrow will be a tough day, but I am tougher and I will be thinking of you a little more, actually a lot more. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I feel this overwhelming feeling of loneliness, sadness and emptiness as this weekend approaches. It just hurts so deeply still.......and always will. I saw you and the gang flying around in the yard today, that always makes me happy. Happy early Mother's Day! You are greatly missed. You are, by far, the best and most stubborn Mom in the whole world! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I got in a good work out at the gym, but it still takes everything I have to go, but once I am there I am pumped. I hope Peter still has his job, make some magic happen! We have been having afternoon thunderstorms here, it is almost that time of year. I hope you know I am always thinking about you. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, whew, very busy day at work today, not a second to relax. Is it all smooth sailing up in Heaven? I keep trying to take comfort in knowing you are no longer in pain, but my selfishness misses you So much. I hope you are having a good time up there. Say hello to everyone for me. Remember you are my Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, someone at work gave me a nice Big Hug today because she said she knows this next holiday will be rough for me, and it will. I miss you. We are having some nice thunderstorms this afternoon. We need the rain. Does it rain in Heaven or can you see it is raining from above and you need to look down? Hmmm. Always thinking about you. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, very busy day today. Actually I am very tired. I hope Peter still has his job and is feeling better. Someone asked me How you were today at work. I know my face was totally shocked and I didn't know what to say, it was a weird experience and feeling, not good. I miss you and this weekend is going to Suck. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I saw six black and yellow butterflies in the yard today. I guess you are gathering everyone and bringing them here. That is fine. It brings me comfort. Went in the pool again today, it was perfect. Thank you. I hope you can have it arranged that Peter didn't lose his job literally because he was full of shit and then some.....thinking of you always. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I saw you in the yard today.....I went in the pool today, the weather is beautiful, a wee bit hotter than it has been but not unbearable....yet...worked out hard at the gym, didn't feel like yard work after that...so I relaxed by the pool. Tonight is supposed to be a Super Moon. Do you look up or down to see the moon??? Always thinking about you. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I saw the whole gang in the yard today plus someone new! I saw an all yellow butterfly.....hmmm who is it? Gma? I was looking at you and Dad before in my room...I really miss you all. I am dreading this Mother's Day, trying to keep thinking to celebrate the Awesome Mom that you are, but it is hard...keep looking down on us from Heaven, we can use our Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I heard part of the song I sent to Peter on the radio today, makes me think of you even more. I wonder if Dad has overcome his phobia of traveling? I know he is happy you are with him and everyone else. We miss you down here, I know I do. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, see all that running yesterday made me sleep till my alarm went off and I always wake up before it. I guess you knew that...I did not see you in the yard today? :( I hope you hear all my thoughts and prayers constantly going through my mind. I still can't believe you are not at home sitting in your chair. It truly hurts! I just don't understand. I really miss you. This next holiday will be super tough. I hope you know we All love you and miss you. Be our Guardian Angel and then some...........I love you and miss you So Much! Love Mini

Mom, I ran for ten full minutes on the treadmill, did thirty-five minutes total. I am wiped out now. I wonder if you can run all day on a treadmill in Heaven? Say hello to everyone for me. Keep an eye on US. I sure do miss you bunches and bunches. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, it sure has been a wet three days. I needed oars for my car this morning, it hasn't stopped raining. We need the rain. I didn't have a chance to go outside to see if you were around, but I did find a Guardian Angel penny today, so I know you were there. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, what a washed out weekend! It goes by So fast. I saw you buzzing around when I let the dogs out inbetween raindrops. The pool is Full to the max! I guess we need the rain so we don't have a drought. Please send Peter some wisdom so he will go to the doctor. I wonder where the stubborness comes from???? Hmmm?? Always thinking about you. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I saw you flying around in the yard today. Mother Nature sure isn't cooperating with the Air Show today, I am glad I saw the practice yesterday. Thank you. Are you adjusting well in Heaven? It Blows down here, wish you were here, miss you. Say Hello to everyone for me, keep an eye on Us All down here. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I am at the beach right where we were in the 90's when we went to Disney and the Bahamas. Remember the sex store we went in and you took forever and made me get a parking ticket. I am right there on that beach..I hope Mother Nature comes through today...I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I finally got some video of you and a picture to send to Kathy and Peter. Please give a little extra love and care when the realtor comes tomorrow. I know if will be extremely difficult. It is still very hard to believe. I miss you so much. Remember, you are My Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, did some weed whacking today and I saw you and Paul in the front yard today. I was all hot and full of grass I decided to take a quick dip in the cold pool. It reminded me of when you were down here, you looked so good and I had so much fun. I want you to know you are always being thought of. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, had to take apart the entire pool vacuum to get out the leaves, then I cleaned the pool filter and sprayed all the weeds with chlorine. I saw you in the backyard. When I was bringing the pieces of the palm tree around front I saw the orange butterfly again. Hi Paul. Waiting for the Sears guy, he is late. Thanks for this great weather. Remember you are my Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I even saw two butterflies when I dropped Joe off at his Dad's house. Thank you. I know you are hearing my prayers, I hope they are not too many. I know you have to pick and choose. I really still can't believe you are gone. You are such a Fighter, let alone stubborn. I am sorry you were in so much pain those last few months. I do cherish those months immensely! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I guess your passing hasn't really affected Peter in the way I was hoping. He is still up to his old ways. He can't stand on his own two feet. Maybe you and Dad need to send him a can of whoop ass! I saw All of you in the yard today except Paul. It always makes me happy to see you. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, thinking of you a lot today. I was shocked to see you in the yard today since it was very cloudy. I hope you send some vibes to MD. I wonder what it is like up in Heaven? I hope they don't have cigarettes up there. I am missing you so much. I guess I am glad you are not alone, but we sure do miss you. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, was outside this morning and I saw all three of you flying around outside. There was a fourth butterfly, this one was all orange....hmmm. Tonight is Relay for Life, supposed to rain. Make sure everyone is safe. Always thinking of you and missing you. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, so tired I can barely keep my eyes open. Tomorrow is The Relay for Life walk, I hope you can keep the rain away. Work has been ridiculous. I hope those doors open soon. Remember, You are My Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, it has been an extremely busy week and going in early at work=tired. Each time I click on this website, I still can't believe your name is on here. It just doesn't seem real. I hope you are feeling better up in Heaven, I really miss you, really, really. The pain is still as strong as that night, but I know life must go on, but it hurts. I am glad you are no longer suffering. I miss you and love you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, it has been a busy day here and in Elkton, but you know that. I wonder if you are in control still while you are up in Heaven? It is hard to believe it has been over two months already. I really do miss you. Please give some extra guidance to Kathy and Peter. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, muscles a little sore from yesterday. Watch over me so I don't hurt myself. Can you let the sun shine today? Kept busy yesterday, I am sure you do everyday. Remember, my Guardian Angel. Look over Kathy, Jen and Mark today. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I guess you don't want me to get skin cancer, another rainy morning and it is very windy. Went to the gym with Karl this morning, not too bad for being sorta old and out of shape. Hmmm, what project next, oh, I am cleaning my bedding....too many stuffed animals, need to downsize! Hope all is well. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, if you are in control of Mother Nature can you stop making it rain on my day off so I can lounge by the pool? I almost head butted you this morning taking out the trash. Thank you. I hope you are enjoying your New pain-free life. We sure do miss you. It is just not the same. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, took a little siesta by the pool this afternoon, it was Hot. I saw my butterfly today, thank you. I just want you to know you Truly are a Great Mom. I love you for you, stubborness and all. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, today was a smooth day. Yeah! Tomorrow is my Friday. I am so glad. I truly do wonder what it is like in Heaven?! Is it all fun and games or do you have to work? Are you up there laughing at Us down here? Remember, My Guardian Angel needs to work some OT, ha. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I know you were looking after me today because Kage howled and I found a Guardian Angel penny at work. Thank you. I saw you buzzing around in the back yard. Another glorious day. I hope all is well in Heaven, it should be. I think you need to send some vibes Peter's way....I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I have to do what makes me feel better. I am not going crazy. I miss you dearly and I know you are better off not suffering, but it is still extremely hard right now. I've been through this before and I know in time it will ease. I am always thinking about you. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Dad, Marc, Happy Easter. Remember the days we would get the chocolate from Nagel's? Those were the good times, no one wanted to crack their chocolate...those are the memories I will try to focus on. Just know I am always thinking about you all, guide me and be My Guardian Angels.... I love you and miss you All So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Good Morning. Going to Dee Dee's today. Hopefully it won't be too emotional. Thinking about you all the time. I will say some Extra prayers at church. Remember to be My Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I was cleaning the pool filter this morning and All three of you were flying around, it was nice. It is raining, I was planning on laying out in the sun for a bit, I guess you changed those plans...I hope it is an ok weekend, not in the celebrating mood...I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, it just really still hurts so bad. Another holiday coming up this weekend, not really in a celebrating mood. Kinda windy today, Are you and Dad and Marc dancing up there? Donna Summer, Bee Gees or Betty Everett? I am always thinking of you. Pull some strings for me.....I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I hope all is well up there. I sure do miss you. I saw you flying around in the back yard, it makes me feel good to see you outside, it helps. I sure do think about you often. Today was a good day at work...thank you. I hope you kept an eye on Fran's son today and give her some peace...I want you to know I am always thinking about you. Say Hi to everyone for me. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I hope you are keeping an eye on things down here...work is so crazy I hate being there, I hope an opportunity arises. I think of you all the time, I even wonder silly things...do you have your poop bag in Heaven? I just hope you are happy...I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, in case I didn't mention it, thank you for making several special appearances on my bday, it was an extremely difficult day. I am glad it is here and gone. I hope all is well. Peter started his new job, keep an eye on him.....give everyone hugs and kisses for me.. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, you really put on a show yesterday! Our second airboat was over run by catepillars! One tried to go home on my shoe. If that wasn't a sign, I don't know what is! Thank you for being there with me during this extremely difficult birthday! This morning I saw the same black and yellow butterfly, but this time you stood still and spread your beautiful wings so I could admire you and cry. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Michelle

Mom, Good Morning. On this day you gave birth to me, but now you are no longer here to guide me through life. I have always tried to do my best to make you proud and I still do. You are my best friend and the Best Mom Ever and I miss you So Much! I hope you all celebrate up in Heaven for me, askTony to make pizza. I would give anything to see all of you just one more time. I truly believe you had it all planned. Everything was always Your way, I wish just not this time. Remember to be My Guardian Angel today and everyday. I love You and Miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, remember to wish Paul a Happy Birthday for me. I wonder if you are here in Florida. Today has been emotional, they started singing this morning and I ran out crying...cried a few more times and I am sure there are more to come. Tomorrow will be even harder. I will need my Guardian Angel even more so...please be with me...I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, so tired from going in early today, I tried to take a nap, didn't work, but the dogs are snoring. Do you sleep in Heaven? I hope all is well up there, make sure you let everyone know I love them and miss them too! Tomorrow is Paul's birthday, tell him for me with Hugs and Kisses. I sure do miss you. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I hope you have a plan forming up in Heaven. In case I haven't said or thought this, but I miss you so much. It still doesn't seem real. I have my good days and bad days. Being at work I have no time to think, but I still do. I hope they are treating you well. I guess you no longer need the oxygen so you can move around as freely as you would like. Enjoy your retirement. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, very tired today. Work is becoming ridiculous. I hope you can make things happen now that you are in Heaven. I am trying.....I wonder what you do all day? Is it all fun? I am always thinking about you. I Love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I guess you turned into a butterfly down here in Florida. I saw two of you today while I was cleaning the pool filter. I am sitting by the pool now and it is a gorgeous night. Just sitting here thinking of you and missing you So Much. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I guess you went from a snake to a butterfly and brought Dad and Marc yesterday. I cried, it was beautiful! I know you are checking up on me with the yardwork. I've been busy! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, today is Sunday, so that means laundry and clean up my room. I did some landscaping yesterday, possibly more today. We have had a little trouble with the pool, hopefully it will be better. I hope you know I am always thinking of you and everyone else. I wished on the brightest star last night. Keep up your Guardian Angel duties. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, getting ready to go outside and do some yardwork. I know you will be watching over me. I love you and miss you very much. I swear I felt like you were behind me this morning and I turned around quickly and saw a shadow. Going crazy. I just miss you. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, just sitting here at lunch thinking about you and missing you very much. I love you.

Mom, I was very emotional this morning, I cried getting dressed. I get so many comments on my Guardian Angel pin, you truly make the world a better place. I miss you so much. I still hope to wake up one day and it was all a Bad dream. I guess I am the one dreaming. I hope you are watching over Us all down here. I got some mulch, not black, but I will do some yardwork for you. Very sad and lonely. I miss you and love you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, whew a busy day today, but that doesn't really matter. You matter. I miss you so much. I guess you have made Spring sprung! It has been great weather here. Might do some yardwork for you this weekend. I hope you are keeping an eye on things down here. We sure do miss you. It still hurts so bad. Please keep being my Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, sittinig outside with the dogs, there is a nice breeze outside. Work has been very busy, but I am sure you know all of this. I hope you have extra authority now to watch over Us all more closely. I miss you So Much. I wish I could turn back time. Love, Mini

Mom, seems you are in control of Mother Nature, the weather has been great and flowers are blooming . Perfect new job for you. I hope you can pull some strings up there. I truly miss you So Much! I Love you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I love you and miss you So Much!

Mom, Good morning. Is it always morning up in Heaven? I read the paper outside with the dogs this morning and doing laundry. I bet you know all of this already. I hope you are adjusting, I guess I am slowly. I miss you so much. Remember, you are my Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Good morning Mom, I took the dogs for a walk and saw Lynne again. That's the most I've seen her in years. It is very nice out, not too hot. Very depressed today, not sure why. Remember, I need my Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Whew my first work week completed and I am tired. I guess every day is a weekend up in Heaven. I just want you to know I love you and miss you So Much. Can you eat meat on Friday's during Lent? No special rules. I love you. Love, Mini

Mom, I did not find what I was looking for today. Hmm. I was super busy at work today, I am tired. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Another gorgeous day down here in Florida. You'd love it. I hope you are all settled in up in Heaven. I hope you know the rules by now. I still can't believe you are gone (physically), it is just not right. I think of you every second I can and wonder if you are watching from above or right next to me. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I just can't believe in about twenty minutes you will have passed one month ago. It just doesn't seem real. You Always came home, always. I guess you are in God's home now. I know you are with family and no longer in pain. I am glad for that, but the pain is still very strong. I miss you so much. Remember, you have more control now, so I need my Guardian Angel all day everyday! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, It was a gorgeous day here today, but I am sure you already knew that. Kathy hasn't seen the snake. Was that only for me? Please remember you are my Guardian Angel and I need you to put in some extra hours this week. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Good Morning. I just want you to know that you are The Best Mom Ever! I miss you so much. I hope you take the time to watch over Us from Heaven. We need it, no one is in control now. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Ready for bed, going back to work tomorrow. I know it will be difficult the first few days. I can't believe it will be four weeks already. It is just not fair. Please make sure you watch over all of Us. I need my Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Good morning. Doing laundry. I slept even better last night. I wonder if you sleep in Heaven? I hope you are making new friends and taking control of the Gardening up there. Remember, I need my Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, The sun was hot today, but a nice breeze. I sat by the pool for awhile and thought about you and when you were here and in the pool. I really miss you. I just can't believe it. I hope you send me a sign so I truly know you are okay. I will do my best to make you proud. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I saw Lynne today while I was walking the dogs. We cried. I did sleep a little bit better last night. Thank you. I was almost up for 48 hours. I guess everyday is the weekend in Heaven. Not a second goes by that I am not missing you and thinking about you. Please, give me strength and guide me. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I have a great idea for you and Dad. I am going to create a beach scene for both of you in my room. It will be serene and pretty. I love you very much. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I guess two out of three isn't bad. I hope my day will come soon. I know you have some insight, I hope you have some pull up there. My heart just aches. I miss you so much. I love you and miss you very much! Love, Mini

Mom, I lost my best friend. I lost the one person who knew me better than me. I am sorry I never finish my To-Do Lists. I will try better. You are gone way too soon. I think our family is cursed. Remember No Meat Today. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, You weren't in the yard today? Too windy! I bet Heaven is mad they let Peyton Manning go from Indy! I guess you will have all the insight with football picks this coming year. I found a penny today! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Didn't sleep at all last night. I saw every hour on the clock. I wonder if you will be in the yard today? I hope you are adjusting better up there than I am down here. I love you and miss you So Much! I hope I can take a nap today. Love, Mini

Mom, It was so good to see the snake today. I didn't want to think I was crazy! Very emotional today, I was crying at the drop of a hat today. Remember, I need my Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I love you! I miss you So Much!

Mom, Good morning. Yesterday was a sure doozy. If you are testing Us, I hope we passed and can we have a break now? Supposed to warm up today. I am always thinking about you. I wished on your star last night and I received a few more Guardian Angels. My heart is still aching so much. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, where has three weeks gone? Today really sucked from start to finish. I hope you have some pull up there. I truly need my Guardian Angel with me. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Wow, what a disaster of a day. I hope you know what you are doing up there, ugh. I looked for you in the yard, I did not see you. I have to have faith and trust in my Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Good Morning. It is cold and sunny here. I hope to see you in the yard today. For some reason I just can't believe you are gone physically. You are a fighter, you Always came home! I keep trying to push it into my head that you are no longer suffering, and try to take comfort in that, but it is not easy. I need you Guardian Angel Guidance and Wisdom. Don't let me go through this alone! I love you and miss you Very Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Very cold today, it even flurried a little. I did not see you in the yard. I know you are making plans with God up in Heaven, don't be too stubborn. It still doesn't seem real. Remember, I need my Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

It's been a tough day, very emotional so many thoughts of you...missing the talks, the laughs...things will never be the same without you here...living life one day at a time...love and miss you... <3

Mom, Good Morning. You can still smell the food in the house. I hope you enjoyed from above. I cried several times, it just doesn't seem real. You were always a Fighter, I guess the pain was too much. I am so sorry you had to suffer. I must continue to try to take comfort that you are no longer in pain. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, We had a night for you and Dad! We sat around the table and had a great meal by Peter. We danced to Doo Wop, Bee Gee's, Tina, Bette, Betty Everett, Saturday Night Fever, Mario Lanza etc. You and Dad would be proud! I cried several times, it brought back so many memories. I love you and miss you So Much!

Mom, I really think you are testing us aren't you. I know you are watching. Today is all about you, all your favorites. I guess you can gather everyone up there and do the same and watch from above. The pain is so real and so hurtful. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I really hope you are paying attention to Elkton, I am worried about finances. I hope you send some vibes or the winning lottery numbers. Please send some Guidance to MD. Had trouble sleeping...I wonder if you will be in the yard today? My heart just aches, I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, I sit here looking at your chair and my lip is trembling and the tears are strolling down my face. I miss you So Much. Please be my Guardian Angel, I need you! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, The sun finally came out, so Kathy and I went in the backyard to see if you were there, and you were! Remember, I still need your love and guidance every day! I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Mom, Good morning. I hope you are adjusting to your new life with old family and friends. I bet Tony made pizza yesterday because No meat! I had pizza too. I hope you know I Love you and Miss you So Much. I have to take comfort in knowing you are no longer in pain. Remember, I need my Guardian Angel. Love, Mini

You have been in my thoughts so much, still some very tough days for all of us...It just still doesn't seem real, like a bad dream that none of us can wake up from...continue to watch over all of us, we all still need you more than you know...cherishing every moment, each talk...working on my to do list as you see--just keep guiding me down the right path...Love and miss you Mom! <3

Mom, I still find it extremely difficult to believe you are physically gone. I miss you So Much! I love you! Please give me the strength to cope with this. I wish I could've helped you or your pain. I love you and miss you So Much!

Mom, spent some time with the little ones today and later today. I still can not believe you are truly gone (physically). I miss you So Much. I did not see the snake today, it is a cold dreary day, but some flowers are blooming. I love you and miss you.

Mom, Good Morning. Had a much better night last night. Please take a little extra care of Toby and Gayle today, be their Guardian Angel today. I wonder if you will be in the yard today? I love you and miss you So Much. Keep our family close to you up there, it is the most important. Love you.

Mom, saw you in the yard again today, I am starting to believe you are a snake. Today was very tough, had several bad emotional moments. Wishing it was a bad dream. I miss you So Much! I need my Guardian Angel. I love you and miss you!

Mom, slept in today. The sun is shining today. I wonder if the snake is in the garden. I hope you are enjoying Heaven. I sure do miss you, it is not the same. I miss you So Much! I think of you every second and I miss you. I love you. Remember, you are my Guardian Angel!

Mom, Good night, you'd be snoring by now! I wore your shawl tonight and it made me feel warm. You've touched so many people's lives and you are Truly missed. I am going to hold you to being my Guardian Angel. You are the best Mom, so I know you will have no problem. Missing You. I love you and miss you So Much! Love, Mini

Michelle, I was so sorry to hear the sad news about your Mother's passing. She was such a wonderful, thoughtful, and caring woman, friend, and Mom. I know she must have a special place in heaven, but she will be missed here on earth. Please know that you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. God bless you.

Mom, still cold and rainy. It has been one of those days. I found another penny, I was told it is my Guardian Angel, which is you. I hope you enjoy your new job title, because we still need you down here. Love you and miss you So Much!

Mom, Good Morning....had a rough night last night....wet and dreary here today...I wonder if I will see the snake in the rain? Hard to believe two weeks has passed. I miss you So Much! I hope you are enjoying life, give everyone hugs and kisses for me. I miss you all! Love you and miss you Mom! Love, Mini

Mom, saw your snake near the statue and rose bush again today! I know you are checking on your garden since the weather is so crazy! My heart aches, but at the same time it is filled with so much love for you. I miss you So Very much. I love you!

You are in my thoughts so much today...as I run my errands today be sure to take a look, I pray it's everything you hoped it would be...continue to watch over everyone, wipe away the tears and comfort us in the times we need it most...everyone that you touched miss you more than words could ever express...love you, thinking of you and smiling...

Mom, Good morning. I can't believe in less than nine hours you will be gone for two weeks. I still can't believe it is true. I enjoyed my time with you my last visit as I cherished every moment with you. You are truly the best, I miss you dearly. I carry you in my heart always. I love you and miss you So Much!

Mom, it was a nice day today, sunny with a slight breeze. The weather is making my sinuses bother me. I found a snake in your garden by the rose bush. I hope that wasn't a sign. Thought of you A Lot today, miss you so much. Love you and miss you!

Mom, Good Morning, supposed to be a nice day today. Today is a Special Day, I know you are my Guardian Angel up above and right here in my heart and on my shoulder. I am trying to take comfort in knowing you are no longer in pain......one day at a time.....I love you and miss you So Much!

Mom, I've lost the most important person in my life, you. Right now I am lost, full of tears, fears and many unanswered questions. I must take what you have taught me in life, what has molded me into who I am today and live life to the fullest everyday and have no regrets. I know you are my heart and my head every second, but the pain and loss is so deep now it just hurts as nothing has ever before. I love you and I miss you very much.

Went to your spot today...sat there and listened to the sound of the waves hit the shore with you...I hope you enjoy your flowers, you always loved them so much, as you see they are bright and beautiful colors...thinking of you and smiling... <3

I just wanted you to know I was thinking about you and I miss you. I love you very much. I miss you! I love you! Love, Mini

Mom, Good morning, it seems to be a nice sunny day. I miss you so much and hope you are enjoying Heaven. You are now my personal Guardian Angel, I saw your bright star last night and prayed to you. I love you and miss you. Love, Mini

Mom, you continue to be so much in my thoughts...today was one of those beautiful days here that we used to talk about so much...and my purple heart is in bloom, you would love them! They're huge and seem so much bigger this year--I like to think that's because of you...going to take some quiet time and go to your spot...just continue to watch over and protect everyone...missing you... <3

Michelle,Peter and Kathy i am hoping now time is starting to heal your pain. If you ever need someone to talk to i am always here 24/7 to listen to help in any way possible.

Mom, good morning, you and Dad must be dancing up in Heaven. It is very windy and blustery here. I imagine you are having a fantastic time. I truly miss you more than you know. I must take comfort that you are no longer suffering. I look to you for guidance. I love you & miss you so much!

Mom, thinking of you, Dad, and Marc, Mark, Tony, Paul and everyone else you are surrounding yourself with. I am glad you are no longer suffering. I do miss you So Much! I love you and miss you.

Mom, the road ahead is going to be very difficult. I know you will guide us through it as you always have and will continue to do so. It is so hard accepting you are gone physically. I feel you in my heart, but I miss you so much. I love you and miss you.

So many thoughts of you today...please continue to light the path for everyone and guide each step...like you always have and always will...

Sorry about your loss! May God give you strength during this difficult time for you and your family! God Bless

Mom, Just thinking about you. You truly are a wonderful person. You taught me so much. I love and miss you more than you will ever know. Please guide me through this tough time. I love you! Love, Mini

I know how hard it is and only time can help you. Just know you have a lot of support.You are never alone. Remember your guardian angel is always with you watching over you.

i am praying for you and the family but just know GOD is on your side when you cry he still there with you he said she is in no pain and she is with him watching over you i am here if you need a friend i have been where your been and its good to have a friend to cry with so if you need anything i an here love liz

Mom, they keep saying it will get easier in time. I know it will, but right now the loss is so deep and sad it just Hurts. I am sorry for pushing you the last time. I missed three days with you. I love and miss you more and more each day. Enjoy Heaven and Guide Us. Love you.

Mom, GoodMorning. You truly are one of a kind. You are rough around the edges, but you have a heart of gold. You are the Best Mom Ever. I love you and miss you so much!!!

You continue to be on my mind and very much in my thoughts...I still keep hearing you, as if you are right next to me...missing you more than words can say...love you! <3

Mom, we took you to church today. It was real nice. Thank you for warming up the weather for me. It was a beautiful day. I miss you So Much. I am going to watch some TV with you. I know you are watching over us. I will make you proud. I love you so much!!!

Mom, I slept in a little. I am gathering up your clothes, which makes it so hard and final. I keep wishing you were just in the hospital and will be home soon. I am so sorry you went through so much pain. I know you are better now. I love you & miss you SO MUCH!

Good night Mom. I miss you more than you will ever know. I have you even closer in my heart than before (if that is even possible). You are truly the best Mom. I love you and miss you so much. Please be my Guardian Angel. I love you.

Mom, spotted the biggest and brightest star tonight and said a prayer to you, Dad, and Marc. Thank you for your guidance. I love you and miss you dearly.

You continue to be very much in my thoughts, as if you are right here. I see reminders of to do lists to complete which makes me laugh (and anyone else that knows you well--for your famous lists) Mom, I am doing my best to get the ones done that I can right now. Know that I hear your gentle reminders (and not so gentle ones too...lol) Everything's going to work out like you requested because I know your behind the scenes making sure it does...just continue keeping an eye out for everyone like you always did...love and miss you!!

My thoughts remain with you all. Your mom always made me feel like family… which meant that she always asked the hard questions, expected me to live life to the fullest, and didn’t accept excuses. Michelle, I’m grateful that I got to spend a few hours with the two of you on Christmas Eve. I will always remember her as the stubborn, loving, and wonderful person that she was. The world has lost a good one, but I’ll honor her memory by living my life in a way that would make her happy.

Mom, just wanted you to know I was thinking about you. I love you and miss you so much. Please watch over Us All! I love you.

Mom, I feel a warm fuzzy feeling knowing you and Dad are home together. I know you are in Heaven, but I feel better with you here. I spent a nice evening with you. I love you and miss you dearly. Love, Mini

I continue to keep you very close in thought. Thank you for your love and friendship, I will do my best to honor your wishes, I know you won't have it any other way. Thinking of our many talks and smiling...missing you but, I continue to take comfort that you are in a better place...love and miss you...

Mom, we are all going to pick up you and Dad, I already know you are with him spiritually, but we are going to get the both of you like you wanted. I love and miss you so much!

Mom, I miss you so much. I keep looking for you in your chair. I know Heaven is a better place with you up there now, just don't be so stubborn. Enjoy life now. I need to take comfort that you are no longer suffering. I love you and miss you!

To michelle and her family I am so sorry for your loss. My God bless and keep you during this time. LAURA

My thoughts and prayers are with you all.I worked with Janet and she was just a wonderful person to know and stop by her house for a party,she knew how to make everyone have a great time.And that we all did.She will be missed a but never forgotten.

Mom, I survived my first night alone, but with your help. It is very hard to be here without you physically. You are in my heart always, but it hurts so much. You are truly the best and I will strive to make you proud and happy. I love you and miss you so much.

Continue to look out for your baby, she's so lost and alone without you right now as you knew she would be. Send her a sign so that she feels your arms wrapped around her, so she knows how much you always have and always love her...

Mom, just wanted you to know I was thinking about you (haven't stopped). You have never steered me wrong and I know you will guide me and give me the strength to continue. I miss you SO MUCH! I love you Mom!

Thought of you today...as I do everyday and said a prayer for you this morning at church...I know you are in a better place but, the world is a little less brighter without you right here...love and miss you... <3

Mom, you are the Best Mom Ever. You raised us all the love and care a child could ask for. I hope you know how special you are and how much I Love You! I miss you so much

Mom, just wanted you to know I am thinking about you. I miss you so much. I hope you are having fun with Dad and Marc and everyone else. I am glad you are no longer suffering, but I miss you so much. I love you.

Michelle, Kathy and Peter, I am so sorry for your loss. I know how you feel, I have been there. My prayers will always be with you. Take one day at a time, it gets easier, but you never forget. I love you all. Dee Dee

Words cannot express how much you are truly loved and missed...I got the red roses that you (finally) wanted and honored you and the wishes you made to me...I think back to that and so many talks we have had and laugh and smile...you are in a better place, you are no longer suffering as you have for so long. I laid your roses in such as beautiful place as you wanted, so a part of you will always be in Florida just as you wished for...I love you Mom Scheri and miss you very much....

Mom, we listened to some old music for you yesterday. It reminded me of you blaring the music and cleaning the house. I am so lost without you. I love you and miss you more than you can ever imagine!

Kathy, Peter, Michelle: My heart goes out to all of you. It's hard to believe that Janet(mom) is gone. I find relief in knowing that now she is in heaven with the Lord. She is no longer in pain. She is an angel now and she will without a doubt be looking down on all of you and guiding you all. miss u, love madeline

Michelle~I wish I was there to give you a hug and a shoulder to lean on. I am here for you even though I am far away. Love you dearly, my friend.

Mom, I miss you so much. You are my best friend. Say Hi to Dad, Marc, Tony, Paul and everyone for me. Please look over us as we will need guidance. I love you and miss you so much. I will make you proud. I love you. Love, Mini

May the love of God surround you and your family during this time of sorrow...you're in my prayers..... Maribel

To My Friend Michelle, My deep condolscences to you and your family. I know your mom was very Special to you, and may her Soul Rest in Peace. You are in my thoughts and Prayers. From; Delene & Family.

Words can not express the loss I feel right now. I feel such a deep, dark saddness, but I must take comfort in knowing you are no longer in pain and you are now with Dad, Marc and the rest of the family. I keep looking over to your chair and hoping to see you. I got up this morning and was ready to make your tea for you. I love you and miss you dearly. Love, Mini

Kathy, Peter and Michelle, We are so sorry to hear of your loss. We know your mom was very special to you and hope you can take comfort in knowing that we are thinking about you. Our love and prayers are with you all. Dolores, Lorraine, George, Barbara and David

To you Michelle, my dear and good friend and to your family, my heart and prayers go out to you at this difficult time. It's been a long and difficult road, and even though she is in a better place, I know it is of little comfort to hear that. Remember your friends are here for you now and always. You need for anything and we will try our best to do it. All my love, and condolences. I will always love you Michelle. Prayers, hugs and kisses, Tom

dear children,,our hearts are filled with sympathy n the passing of your mom,,we knew her while you were all growing up...Stay strong and know God has her in his arms and she is no longer suffering. wishing you comfort and peace .the Arp family, marilyn, pete, petie, kris, sue and matthew.

Michelle,Kathy & Peter.. I am so sorry to know of moms passing. I haven't seen her since she moved out of WNY but have thought of her and you all many times over the years.. Epsecially you Michelle.. We have been friends for 30 years and will always be friends.. If there is anything you need please let me know! Sending you all lots of love and prayers during this time!! Love Kristine

Please accept our deepest condolences for your family's loss.